Tree Top walk to Bukit Timah Trail

At Bukit Timah Trail

meeting 9am at macRitchie bus stop..jie was late..but she made it there on her own..gd improvement ahz..=P on the way, saw meaniac & her cousin in the bus in front..we waited 1/2 hr for jie to come..& then started our trail to tree top first..

only walked for a while then her cousin started to say 喊累..only 15 yrs old..worse than us..ha..guess he din sleep well..then he called meaniac 大姐..so cutez..i mean little boy boy..haha..see the way he interacts with her, quite cutez lahz..though their age difference is rather big..

at the ranger station, it's for him to rest..haha..it's a 'shame' coz he's my junior(same sec) and somemore from NCC land..haiz..=p then we continue to walk up to the tree top..needed to pass this super steep slope when all of them nearly concussed..meaniac kanna pulled by her cousin..coz he too shag to walk up..then spear complaining abt the slope..ha..i juz feel fun to climb up..heez..

a lot of pple here today coz it's a public hols..each time it can only hold up to 30pple on the bridge..but we saw more than tt on it lohz..darn scary..as u walk, u can feel it swaying quite badly..then too many pple, it jammed..so we din haf the time to look ard carefully & juz walked past thru..well, i kept saying excuse me excuse me & excuse me..tot they were following closely behind..but to find only spear behind me..next time muz come on a normal weekday..with less pple..

as usual, meaniac dun wan to be in pic, same as her cousin..funny pic..~meanie twins~

caught them on my camera..i din aim to take..靠感觉 good ahz..got to see their faces..

then the descend..where we need to head to bukit timah..we went passed the pt heading there came to another tower..climbed up to get a clear view..well it's quite scary..but at least we did went up..

then we asked pple how to go bukit timah..heez..well they said followed the pipe..which means we missed it..so we headed back..then reaching the place where i did climbed up to look for direction..meaniac suddenly shouted..gosh..darn scary..like dunno wat she saw..well, she saw the sign directin to the bukit timah..it was hidden in the bushes..how to see..nt my fault lehz..so the place tt i climbed up & tot it wasnt the correct direction..it is..watz..it was blocked so i tot cannot go mahz..

a hut in nowhere..looks like somewhere nt in spore..gd spot for movie taking?

well i got stuck at the railing coz of my bag..they made fun of my plight..=(

i dunno why jie got this funny expression..haha

there..so hideous..cannot blame me mahz..a closer look..

haha..there are gold on the floor mehz?

slopes again..but i'm juz too excited to care so much coz it's new route..we even walked to the highway directing to bukit timah..they were juz too tired & sianz..coz nothing interesting..but i'm very excited..coz new route lohz..so i walked very happily..heez..on the way got monkeys..they were darn scary..there was one went running towards spear & me..then it was like refusing to let us go..so scary..then jie came to our rescue..though we haf a guy in our grp, but he's a little boy..faintz..he was scared too..saw one monkey tailing us & ran to us..then scared all of us..ha..
arent they like humans?

the route to bukit timah is rather weird i feel..coz it was not very obvious..nvm learnt sth new..follow the sign board(or rather sticks) very very closely..if nt, the route wld be darn weird..then we reached the entrance..durian loop..by then, it was like 12 plus..going to rain..we still went in to trail for a while..hearing falling branches..seeing lightning..darn scary..juz wan to get out soon before the rain pours..we did not complete the trail..but was out somewhere..decided to stop since it's going to pour..luckily we did..juz a few more mins of walking on the road, it started to rain heavily..

well our unique jie said abt walking on this..gd juggle of balance huhz..

under a highway..doesn't look like raining hor..

we walked to some bus stop near bukit timah plaza(opp)..then there was this railway track in front..then spear & jie dun see where they were going onez..wan to cross the track, nt noticing incoming 'train'..a small onez..then it horned..then they got shocked..best..dun see whether got incoming traffic..luckily small onez..if really train, quite scary..then the little boy asked sth very cutez..will we get electric shock if we cross tt railway..well i think no bahz..it's nt MRT..haha..

first time they commented tt being so happy to see a bus stop..well i juz happy tt i can hide under somewhere..quite scared of lightning & thunder..heez..then we went to KAP MAC for lunch..very hungry..meaniac commented tt it was the most expensive MAC meal she ever bought..ha..over 10bucks..

then i headed off for tuition..really enjoyed the trail today..juz a pity tt we din complete..but nvm, we shall come back for the bukit timah part only..

jie sms us at night to say there was a fatal accident at MacRitchie due to fallen branch..darn scary..we are lucky..

JP..not JB ahz..=p

slacked the whole day..fri mood though it's a wed..talked to someone today..well i know he's tryin to help but i felt there's nothing he can help..so i felt no pt in reflecting the issue..& somemore the things he told me made me feel tt my presentation & reports were like shit..so my grade was justified..but in the end, i still felt tt the system is unfair..there's some bias..juz blame on my luck..then he mentioned abt my application..i knew there r lies..wat to do..i can judge for myself..but wat i feel consoled was at least boss & my friends recognise my ability..tt's enough..i dun haf lab luck..tt's all i can say..

did one rxn in glovebox, instructed by meaniac..very fun..heez..other than tt, listened to pple nagging, singing, crapping, joking, suaning..haha..slacker us..oops..

went JP with spear to get yarn for knitting..darn happy..heez..to try new proj(according to wat spear said) haha..proj reminded me of fyp lohz..haha..but this is more fun..heez..then also looked out for her brown shoes at converse..so hard to find brown shoes now..but i got one..=P trying to gekz her..heez..her feet so small..haha..get the largest no for kids' shoes lohz..can wat..rem how i regret nt getting one nice adidas shoes..coz it's kids onez..but it can fit my feet..

tmr going for trail at macRicthie..lookin forward..

running

early in the morning..quarrelled with someone..well i feel tt if u dun wish to help out, then dun use tt attitude to criticise us..if u haf better soln, can tell us in a better attitude..nt blaming us..this is unfair..think he darn pissed with me..coz i nv rebutt like this to him..i also got pissed off..heck manz..

shag..at the end of the day..coz the finding & taking out the chemicals for the resp profs was very tiring..ok lahz..my job lohz..heez

went to spear lab to chat with her for a while..heez..meetin her later for run..with guest..justin..we ran the long route..8.25km..in 1hr plus..i felt gd..coz i wan to train up..by the time i ran back it's 8plus le..

dinner at subway..my dinner at home since my mum cooked..but stayed with them lohz..crapped a lot..haha..then since justin being 鸟人 somemore beginner..then i said he will chirp chirp lohz..heez..he likes to nag..faintz..luckily on the way back, nt so much naggin..haha..talk to him abt teaching..some stuffs..ok lahz..nt a bad person to talk to..i din crap much with him..can;t believe spear & him can crap for hrs..no substance talk..haha..i think i can only do it with er jie..heez..

luckily i sms the kids' dad..well they very best..i shd clap for them manz..he replied tt tmr the kids r going to their cousin bdae celebration..well best..nv say until i ask..so i quite sianz le..anyway me hard up for $$..& he haven pay me..so i juz asked straight..dun care..=p

another 'aeroplane'..

the second time this kid has put me aeroplane..well the last time i was heading towards her hse for tuition..juz a turn away..then her dad called to say wan to bring them out for dinner for bdae celebration..wat can i do..this time she threw tantrums..(this kid is another person, nt the one on sat)..i knew tt she lost interest in her maths..i tot it's my fault..coz i dun teach well..so i ask her dad if she dun like me, maybe i shd go..but then her dad asks me for help..looks like she's stubborn..1/2 hr he sms me tt tuition cannot be carried out coz she quarrelled with him..i was abt to leave my lab..luckily i din..well i had told her dad tt next time pls tell me at least 1 hr in advance..i need to travel down onez..

in the end, i went dinner with meaniac & her gang..we ordered mac..i ate a lot..fish burger, fries, nuggets..heez..very full..then took bus home with meaniac..

when reach home, i went online to search for some useful links for maths..hope it could bring interest to her..hopefully..wed bahz..go teach..must tell myself i shd be patient with her..

ah hoon jie jie bdae..happy bdae!!

Shopping..

mum's off..so we went shopping at OG orchard..with sis, bro-in-law & dad..well i think dad really treats me well..yest i told him the video recorder was spoilt..maybe buy new one or those cd kind recorder..when i get up, mum told me he bought a dvd recorder..gosh..so efficient..

GSS going on..i know why pple spend like they are super rich..coz got credit cards, membership card..more discounts..now i know why..it's gd to ask sis to come out with us..with her credit card & membership cards..haha..mum bought a top..very nice onez..& me got my swimsuit (Finally) from arena..only at 46plus..after discounts..i think gd deal lohz..though it wasnt the kind i wan..those thin think strap..but i think it's nt too bad..saw triumph onez..it's the kind i wan..but dunno if it's gd..so in the end, settled for arena..tempted to get more things..like the arena bag..quite cheap..but in the end, din get..wanted to get a top too..next time bahz..this swimsuit i wld pay my sis when i got my pay..mum got a gd shoes at hush puppies..my treat..but then will pay sis when i got pay..haha..credit credit..heez..sis asked me whether i wan to get a sup card from her..faintz..dun wan lahz.later i spend like nobody business..better nt..

we went to nearby foodcourt for dinner..i ordered bibimba..so far no gd experience in foodcourt..the one at chinatown korean restaurant was nice!! but surprisingly, this was gd!!! and..the thing is..it got raw egg yolk!! coz usually they use cooked onez..me so thrilled!! heez..the hot bowl was hot..sizzling..the raw egg yolk..but nt a lot of ingredients & expensive..still i stirred very happily..heez..yummy!!

look nice right?

sumptous dinner ..with satays..& curry puffs..i din haf the latter..too full..sis was saying next time juz 3 of us come & shop..haf high tea..she does know how to enjoy life..heez..dun mind..=p

dear boarded the plane to Bali at 7..only come back on thurs..will be very fast..i'll been telling myself..nvm..in the meanwhile, i;m occupied with things..so it's be very fast..

been knitting..very fun..but very painful..coz i use the needles..those cross-stitch onez to end off..i cut my finger w/o knowing..till i feel some pain when touch water..quite a deep onez..a couple of others too..but the end product looked nice..i tried to do a word on my knitting product..i think it's a satisfaction for me..coz i nv refer to anything..juz tried..proud of myself..haha..

dear smsed me at 12plus tt he's in the hotel..enjoy urself..

Angerwee..

early in the morning i received sms from my tuition kid tt she can only make it at 7pm tonight..but i wan to meet rh..so i tried to rearrange but to no avail..so in the end, rh cannot meet me..since he wan to rest..though i know he needs to rest & i wish he can get more rest, but i still sad tt he says then dun meet..coz i really feel like meeting him..so in the end, i juz cried..i dunno how am i behaving like this..this is bad..then after tt tired & sleep..

then in the afternoon, still feeling sad..moody..preparin to go out to head to her place for tuition..already fixed my mindset..nvm..next time lohz..go teach..then on the way, juz another 1/2hr i wld reach her place..in CCK le..then she juz sms me & said tuition cancelled..wat the heck?!! i fixed her tuition & dun meet rh lohz..really very angry..then i sms rh to see if can meet him..but he needs to do things..so in the end, i headed home..i really very pissed..i dun like this feeling..i know it might be a case of emergency but then i stil felt like shit..dun wish to talk..juz wan to get home & relieve myself..in my own way..

though my mood got a bit better, but i still feel i'm darn stupid to try to help her..like she dun appreciate..but i shd control my feelings..shd nt get too pissed off..

rh called at night..i wanted to talk to him..i like to listen to his stories of his class & how he deals with students..i feel he has a way with the kids..i'm far from it..at the end of the day, i shd adjust myself..next time shd i face such thing, shd nt get so pissed off anymore..no pt..

Late night shopping..

today was the release of results..though i knew most of my results le..but still wonder how did i fare for my mods..so i'm nt nervous..anyway usually i dun feel nervous coz i felt there's nothing i can do to change the marks..they were fixed le..jie, spear & ling were super nervous..1st time saw spear so nervous..

pics of jie being very nervous..i offered to help them to take a look at their results first..since they refused to face the music.haha..well they did very well for their proj..i feel..frankly speaking..after seeing their results, i felt quite sad..coz i felt i did very badly for proj & all due to me being very unlucky..if i haf other examiners, i wld haf do better..i believe so..anyway i can;t do anything but to admit my fate..

we going out for late night shopping..with meaniac & her gang, spear, ling & me..we left quite early..heez..first we went to PS where XF, El & GH went to shop..ling, spear, meaniac & me went to walk ard..grab some bite coz we were super hungry..need to wait for han to come then we can go for dinner..dinner at sakae sushi..i had unagi don & california maki..nt very delicious actually..the don was super salty..i die of saltiness lohz..haha..next time shd try the paper wok..heez..but then nt back to this branch..nt nice..

trying to sit in this small car for kids..well obviously i too big size..so in the end,they said i did sth to stuart little & trying to run away..>_<" XF was saying i very rich..coz i 'opened' pepper plus..

i'm her pepper 姑& fang is her spear姑..then we saw these mushroom & took pic..haha..faintz..

then we walked down to lucky plaza, taka, wisma, back to centrepoint..then spear & i went home..coz quite tired..din wan to take cab home for me..heez..well in the end, though i left at 1120..i waited for my 167 till 1155 still no bus..so i took 171 & it went super super long route..i reached ard 1240plus..faintz..

so happy tt i can meet him tmr night..hopefully my tuition will end at 7..=)

K-box outing

our first time..K-Sing..nv go there with him before..we went for K-lunch..went to orchard cineleisure..sang from 11 plus to 2..only both of us..haha..most of time he's singing..heez..i think he enjoyed it..

my lunch..finished the salad le..the chicken meal..nt so bad..but i only likes the top right hand corner..heez..

he could sing those 伍佰's songs..to use tt 沙沙 voice..sounds rock..but then will spoil his throat..at the end of the session, his voice sounds a bit weird..haha..a different experience actually..different genre of songs..next time shd get more ekin's canto songs..shd be nice..shd try next time..sing canto songs..

after tt, we went to walk ard..heeren to far east..then to PS..coz i need to get sth from spotlight..in between little break at Macs..haha..din really buy anything..juz enjoyed the times to walk ard with him..talkin..crapping..

he always makes me feel pai seh by saying things tt i din do..argh..then say so loud..so pai seh lahz..haha..then he headed home to change before meeting his friends up for dinner..while i went home..as usual i wld hope the bus will come very very slow..heez..=p

hope can meet up on sat..before he leaves for Bali on sun..enjoyed the times with him..it's been a long time since we meet up for so long!!

i went to the provision shop at my blk..tt uncle, the owner, 看我从小长大。。tt time when he started called me 美人 i got a shock & told my mum..he also said tt to my sis..but then we know he's joking..but today was best..i was choosing my tibits..then when i wan to pay, he said: “美人， 你的figure 很好，是有运动啊？” gosh..i got a shock lohz..din expect him to say this kind of things..so i din dare to smile but juz said got run & swim..then i asked can pay him 50bucks to get small change..“别人不可以，因为是你，美人，ok”..another fright..told my mum..she said he's jokin..but then still felt a bit weird to hear tt from him..know he likes to joke with us..but i think a bit nt gd to say these to me..but my mum thinks it's alright..rh said dun be scared & juz ignore him lohz..haiz..so scary..

dinner with min..

long time nv meet min min le..the last time i saw her was in nov..rem she passed me my bdae gift..at munchie monkey..been bz last sem..no time to meet up with her..so even though my mum was at home today, i din go back for dinner..coz this appt with her was arranged long ago..was postponed coz i went to do my hair last wed..

dinner at MOS burger..chatted a lot..on our jobs..our own r/s..allan coming back for vacation le..haha..happy for her..she meet up with allan when he's back everyday..coz allan studies overseas..

though was a short meet up with her, i enjoyed it..hopefully we can meet up soon...well i know i'm rather bz..i think of it le..mon wed tuition, tues fri training, thurs lab meeting(most prob)..so only free at weekends..unless i skip training sometimes..i can make time onez..i believe i do..

take care gal! till we meet up again..

事情明朗化了吧。。

我以为事情明朗化了。。但一个简讯说明了并没有。。
态度不好，情绪无法控制，我讨厌这样的自己。。
说话很便宜。。行动比较实际。。
需要时间思考。。
不会说话，不会表达，在吵架的我是如此。。
不会隐藏，什么都表现在脸上，原来不好。。但我改不了。。
说的话都会被误会，我不想多加解释。。因为没有用。。
我讨厌爱哭的自己。。讨厌哭了之后，头很痛。。
还好事情是解决了。。但我还是很怕突如其来的想法。。
不知如何招架。。
虽然做好了心理准备。。

Running..

first day of work..haha..nt really work lahz..helping up to pack chemicals..talked to boss..wld be working in his lab in the meanwhile..while i think carefully on wat i shd do next..knew my results le..CAP dropped..but i can't do much..wat's done cannot be undone..

long time since i ran..ah pek, spear & me went running at 7plus..we ran the long route to haw par villa..the reverse way..easier path..it's only becoz ah pek running with us..then we wld run at late night..if nt, it's nt safe..coz the route when they called 99 turns is very dark & quiet at night..but i love this serenity..i think my run tonight was gd..felt very gd..nt tired..gd run..we took one hr plus..it's ok..coz i think it's almost a mth since we last ran..

dist: 8.25km

i'm aiming for 2 rounds..if time permits..coz i can't run in the night..hope we can run one round within 1hr..it can be done..spear, we muz jia you!!

Cycling..

time: 2pm

venue: ECP MacDonalds
kakis: meaniac, spear, drey, ling, fenny & metuition in the morning..then met fenny to go ecp tgt..since i'm at buona..wedges for lunch..took 48 there..rather fast journey..jie got fever..so nt joining us..

it's very fun..we cycled to the top..i dunno the name of the building..第一选手：meaniac..第二选手: me! we made it to the top..very fun..muz cycle one round first..to build up speed then can cycle up..then spear & drey..fenny & ling on double bike..coz of fenny, they cannot come up..so meaniac went down to cycle with ling...& they made it up!!! tada!! so we knew the determining factor lahz..
spear & me like shooting commercial for the sweets..

gifts from our sis..meaniac..

us..while someone refused to be in the pic..

i forgot who suggested to do this pose..but i felt drey is the best..i'm the worse..heez..but fun..

i'm acting like paparazzi tt day..haha..well on bike lehz..i was saying tt i'm the 原始 kind..coz paparazzi nowsdays got car onez lohz..i'm on bike..somemore i need to cycle & at the same time taking pics..ha..almost fell into drain while taking spear's onez..haha..but my skills got better..i can even sms while cycle..the tot of taking pics came upon when i took out my hp to sms..haha..but then meaniac failed me..coz i din managed to take video of her with fenny & she trying to cycle darn fast to scare fenny..i tot of juz taking pics mahz..but she said the pics dun show fenny was screaming & darn fast..& somemore it's very tiring for her to cycle fast..well we knew the reason..=P


well it takes some skills to take pic while cycling lohz..dun think easy ahz..my life is jeopardized lohz..=)..drey looked like pri sch kid going cycling..heez..still rem how she whine:"when u see ice cream man, muz tell me hor" =p

this is the pic lohz..meaniac complained tt no substance..din show how fast she cycled..din show fenny was screaming..but then hor..u see the background quite blur..means cycle fast..nt my hand shook lohz..if my hand shook the whole pic wld be blur..heez..

we took a break while heading back..ordered sugar cane juice..well fenny ordered & showed off her fickle-mindedness again..gosh..luckily the uncle din hit her ahz..haha..i need more water..more energy to pair up with fenny later..on the way back..faintz..tt tai-tai..tot i very strong..i haven start paddle all her feet up le..think i can balance her ahz..quite difficult lohz..luckily got meaniac to help me carry the bag..i can;t balance properly..feel tt she's nt staying still..the paddling was ok..but nt the balancing..it seems the bike was tilted to one side..i announced: "AXA alliance shall break up" ha..coz we dun haf 默契 lohz..we cannot synchronise on our paddling rythmn..there was one time she paddled fast(ya..dunno why) then i lost control of paddling..haha..i asked her to stop & let me paddle..easier..then meaniac said she saw fenny was tilting to one side while i paddled..haha..faintz..she's so carefree behind..still claimed in the end, she cycled till so tired..haha..i think most of the work was done by ling, meaniac & me..heez..anyway gd experience with double bike..it get darn scary when more pple on the road..can't balance well..dun wan to ram into kids manz..


two hrs of cycling past by very fast..it's very fun..wan to come back for more next time..pulau ubin maybe..hope my mum can allow me to go..but fenny muz master her cycling..if nt we wont bring her..too dangerous..all of us trying to act like fenny when she takes pic..act cutez lahz..spear is the best!! ha..but still lost to the 骚-ness of fenny..>_< after tt we went to changi airport to meet she-beng..to send uncle ben off for his eurip trip..some little episode at ECP toilet..there was an uncle cleaning our ladies..then i saw him coming in..so waited for spear..coz nt safe mahz..then there was this indian auntie came in..asking him can come in or nt? i presumed coz she knew tt uncle wan to clean the toilet but she wan to use it..then very weirdly the uncle asked:"for wat?" then the lady pissed:"to urine lahz..then come toilet for wat!!" then the uncle scolded her i think..so in the end, they quarrelled..for this small reason..the auntie was very fierce..kept cursing at the uncle..but the uncle also retaliate..spear was laughing..i'm pretty scared of quarelling..but i felt tt auntie was weird also..to quarrel for this for so long..haiz..wat for manz?

then we went to the St Pat bus stop to take bus..was telling them the ghost story tt rh told me..tt fenny..everything also muz say "my sch also got..my sch also got.." like..cresent 出美女..watever..then she asked:"later if ben wan a hug how?" juz give lahz..it's juz a friendly hug..like a tap only..then my twin & i demo..coz i found her qn weird..i think she tot muz be tt kind of very closely hug..then we demo again..darn disgusting lahz..after hugging spear..for the sake of demo..we found it gross..but laughed out..haha..the rest also cannot stand it..then we teased abt think ben cannot hug tt close for fenny..for we-know the reason..haha..big big..oops..

once again, we verified big eyes do nt equal to gd eyesight..this girl din seems couples on bus hugging & kissing..faintz..still landed her buttocks onto the seat right behind tt couple..meaniac & i were laughing..

dinner at swensens at changi..she-beng was there le..ordered breaded chicken & sticky chewy choc for dessert..yummy!! had a darn long chat there..coz uncle ben wld only be there at 8plus..but we were there at 7plus le..haha..suresh came later to join us..

we continued to pose for commercial..haha..spearmean & peppermean..

uncle ben scared tt his bag was over the 20kg limit..but we felt it was ok lohz..then we went to the weighing scale & made our bet..darn funny..in the end, it's only 12kg..2 wks of clothes..haha..then we asked him to go onto the scale to weight himself..placed our bets as well..tada!! 72kg..haha..paparazzi spear din shoot this pic..it's a 经典..we are madz!


went to burger king for uncle ben's dinner..bridge for them again..haha..on our side, we played german bridge..meaniac, spear, she-beng, drey & i..only she-beng & meaniac played before..well it's fun & rather easy to understand..so drey got addicted..when meaniac & she-beng went to get drinks, drey was saying:"can they come back soon? i cant wait to win them!" ha..so cutez..

we kept taking pics..bid farewell..darn funny..when we nt even at the checkpt..juz at the counter..like wat they said..an unseen barrier..haha..

Ben: I'll miss u, my bitch..
Suresh, feeling sad: Me too! (O.S: dun flirt with others!)
Ling: Papa! Take care!
Fenny: Hug!my son..

Prawning..

prawning session with his redang friends..the site besides jurong bird park..25bucks for 3 hrs or 13 for 1hr..the gd deal is if u do not use up the whole 3 hrs today, u can come back another day for the remaining time..nt bad lehz..

catch today was bad..i only managed to got one..it's nt easy..though we saw a lot of other experts keep catching in every few mins..rh caught 6 i think..jq got one..nt a fruitful trip for us..only 7 for 3 hrs..nonetheless we still bbq them..one for each of us..juz nice..we got an extra prawn given by another grp of pple..they caught a lot..& gave us one..rh did the bbq..sprinkled some salt onto them..the live prawns went jumping on the grill coz it's hot..it's kinda cruel..but we are omnivores..well juz tt now we saw the process of them being killed..the first time saw meien quite scared of them jumping..coz i always think she's coolz..haha..nt afraid of a lot of things..but she said she juz haf 很大的反应。。then saw one of prawn dripping water out of it while on bbq..then jq commented tt it sweats..faintz..-_-'




rh tried to catch some in the corners..but caught a rock..so funny..we saw the owner put a bag of prawns down so we went to tt spot to catch..but still nt a fruitful onez..he even tried to catch some with his bare hands where they swam near the surface..

we left quite late..though i only caught one but i'm happy..coz i tried to remove the bait from it on my own..it's like i did everything on my own..so i'm happy..if haf another chance, i wld like to come back again..

心情不好。。做了不对的事。。
我该好好反省。。
只是想好好相处那一段时间。。
事后，自己觉得自己很笨。。
不知道发什么神经。。
破口大骂，对方也受不了。。
所说的话，还在我脑里，不停地盘旋。。
很害怕。。语气很重。。
真得很害怕。。

Aikido training

seok ping & me..in our hakama..

decided to wear my hakama for training..haven been regular for training..so feel rusty..so dun wan to wear it..though i obtained my brown belt quite long ago..coz i had this mindset..i'm nt tt zai yet..wear hakama means u are zai..i feel i'm still nt up to it..but seniors kept asking us to wear it..dun be a bad eg for our juniors..nt to wear the correct rank u shd be at..i feel i'm stagnant at my level..my peak was in yr 2..before i injured my back..when i went for grading for blue-gold..i feel i'm quite gd tt time..really..but now..i'm scared of a lot of things..getting lazy..mindset is nt right..stagnant..so i know for next few yrs, i wld nt be going grading..but seniors are always encouraging..they assured me tt my std is there..but i dun feel so..i know myself..maybe the gals seniors r too zai..so i feel pressure..if my std nt there, dun go for grading..dun wear the hakama..

the wearing part is difficult..with my stiff brown belt..nt seasoned yet..i looked weird i think..it was funny..pple were crowding ard us to watch us wearing it..coz both sp & i dunno how to wear..so get hz to help us..rasco too..

training with it was fun..hha..i feel we wld get the posture correct..so we wldnt step onto it & fell..haha..when i roll, ok lahz..no prob..but kneel down & get up like will trip..need to adapt..i think it wld be difficult to kneel walk with tt..han tiong nt here..on business trip again..

we did hip throw again..well i got fear of it..coz it was this which got me injured..but then i'm learning to overcome it..it's true when u get injured..u learn how to avoid it..so far when i landed on the mats, it was correct..but i dun feel safe with juniors..sorry abt tt..i feel they feel the same to me..sorry ahz..i cldn't get the technique myself..pulled my arm muscles..quite painful..need to rest a while..then the weather very humid..tot it was due to my hakama..feel a bit giddy..i din haf dinner..so rest a while..david got injured when he landed..dunno why..i think he hits the back of his head..gosh..his vision got black out a bit..but he's alright..every sports had its dangers..we learn to take care of each other..this is impt..

Breko gathering..last onez?

met er jie first at AMK hub..long time nv meet up with her..miss the animated times with her..very happy to see her well & enjoy the crapping times with her! show her my curl..heez..she said from behind i looked like sharon..where got?!! anyway, we saw the shooting of the makeover show by 钟琴 & Jeff there..we went look out for places to sit & crap till 6plus.then we met them..钟琴 got very big eyes..very beautiful!! she dun look old lohz..in the end, we went to MOS burger..dun haf my milkshake..din show it's only available in certain branches..we sat there..having our usual animated moments..while it's pouring outside..we are alike..our character wise..but she's stronger than me..i'm proud of her..=)

abt 6plus, i need to go off to meet the labbies pple for dinner..so 舍不得..but no choice..she also said she 舍不得..dunno when will meet up..but hope tt she haf a gd job..study hard er jie!!

waiting for the labbies pple at buona vista mrt station..they went K-sing in the day..already fix date with er jie..so dun wish to interrupt it..even i know rh is free..he understands..i can;t ask him along too..coz i wan to haf "二人世界" with er jie..haha..well hope to fix a dinner with 3 of us soon..er jie wan to meet him for dinner..dun wan me..so sad..haha

looks like they haf a great time in K-sing..they went tongshui for lunch..i miss the peanut toasts!!..spear, ling, drey, fenny, jie & uncle ben went K-sing..well uncle ben wore so lok-tok..faintz..breko was unexpectedly crowded on tt day..fenny gave us sth..ling & jie gave us on grad ball..well i'm very curious wat's in the ltr..so speara & i went to open & read in front of her..haha..suresh joined later..the bridge gang played while waitin for food..i ordered my the chicken cordon bleu..coz i'm gianz for the marsh potato..heez..had beers too..if no beer, why come here..haha..in the meanwhile, i was watching at a very beautiful dog besides me..she ate the bone..i tot it was juz a toy for it to bite on..but it's a food..heez..me very sua-gu..haha..

the bridge siaoz..

the nothing-to-do pple..
the long lost AXA alliance..the girls..where's jie gone to?

they kept bringing up the pt tt it's gonna to be out last time coming here le..uncle ben even wanted to make it a pt tt it wld be the last time we come here as a grp..then i said..u dun come..we come..haha..we were saying tt ling & fenny will cry..in the end, ling cried..haha..little girl..well come to think of it, feel quite sad tt all of us might nt haf the chance to meet up as often as we used to haf..nt many times in future we wld be doing lab tgt..all of us wld go in separate directions..nonetheless, i feel..if we wan to, we can meet up once in a mth? why nt? or even a few times in a yr..maybe nt everyone wld be present..but at least the intention of arranging is there..so gals, we can arrange!!! it's part & parcel of life..the moment when we meet, there wld be a moment tt we wld part..wat's matter is the process..right? i'm happy to know u pple..in my last yr of undergrad studies, letting me feel tt i'm in a class..we are united..=)

as usual, how can we forget our uncle ben's "would you.." session..welcome to uncle ben's "would you.." session..been enjoying this session a lot..it's fun & of coz, uncle ben's weird qns..it's a gd time where we tell one another his/her bad pts, gd pts & wat can be improved..everyone has their turns..it's quite weird when the spotlight is on u..everyone wld look at u & says what he/her dislikes & likes abt u..ha..for me..they likes my build, lips, nose(erm i always tot my nose is nt nice at all)..haha..the rest i dun rem..my face features resemble my dad a lot..so i shd thks my dad..but i always think i shd haf inherit my mum's eyes..haha..big mahz..coz my bro haf the same features as me except the eyes..well tt wat pple told me..haha..the bad pts i can rem..easily flare up..yupz i'm like tt..a bad pt..but hard to change..trying to change..then uncle ben mentioned tt he rem i was angry for 3 occasions..he dunno the reason..but he rem i was talking on phone then after tt sat at one corner..then no one dares to come near me..so funny...like got aura..i think it's an evil onez..haha..but gd lahz..when i'm angry or wat, better dun come near..=p i enjoyed the bad pts onez..coz everyone wld say wat they dislikes abt the person..but of coz, no hard feelings..only with the intention of letting the person to change for the better..

then there was one interesting qn..wat's you think the person wld be in ten yrs' time..jie: policewoman; ling: travels ard the world; drey: tai tai; fang: career woman; fen: tai tai but different from drey..;ben:father; me: they say i wld open a child care centre..my mum said the same thing..but where got capital? haha..well the rest is wat i think they will be..but for fang, they all disagree..then another qn on the characteristics of the partner they wld marry to..it's rather fun to say wat we think based on how well we know them..really interesting..for me ahz..they juz say..love kids..sporty..aiya..rh lahz..haha..

we chatted till breko closed..it's midnight le..chatted till din know the times..but i enjoyed the session..the regret wld be..she-beng nt with us..& i din join them for K-sing..but nvm, we wld haf another chance..when we all settled in our jobs or studies..all the best pple..i'll miss the times with u pple..i'm glad we met =)