Running

it's mum's off..once in a month..& rh is free to come over for dinner..spent the whole day studying..but actually i slept most of the time..woke up at 1plus..wahaha..ate some porridge..& best..i fell asleep again..heez..then woke up at 3plus..got study lahz..but study halfway dozed off again..heez..

mum cooked curry..yummy! so happy..then i had some at 4plus..he came at almost seven..still went running..supposed to try the new route from my hse to khatib there..but dun haf time..so juz went to the nearby park (i;m nt sure if it's park) & ran 5.6km..nice run..but coz i had curry earlier on..then got stitch..on the way back, it's quite painful..by the time we reached back it's 830 le..wow..

dinner was very nice! heez..coz my mum cooked mahz..haha..i forced him to finish all the prawns..in the end, he's super full..oopz..then my mum said i'm so bad to force pple to finish them..heez..so jealous lohz..my mum said he's cutez..nt fair =P

he showed me a magic trick tt he learnt..sorry ahz..i'm nt tactful..i figured out a bit so i'm nt tt surprised after the whole thing..well can throw bad eggs at me for nt faking to be surprised..maybe becoz my bro showed me a trick working by similar theory..but he can perfect it too..i'm amazed by the tricks when pple can take burgers out from the glass or wat..darn coolz..he go learn tt then show me..heez..

周公讲鬼： if the story is true..it's scary & sad..this girl went sth like heritage tour with her sch mates & teachers overseas..then the tour guide told them can look ard & take pics..but nv take pic with 3 ppl..it's a rumor since young tt the middle one wld be very unlucky..both her 2 friends & her din heed the advice & went ahead to take pic in front of one of the monuments..then everything went fine..they went back to hotel at night at the end of the day..in the middle of the night..this girl woke up to find her friend nowhere in sight..not on her bed..so in the end, the whole group knew abt the missing girl & went searching for her..they told the tour guide as well..the tour guide asked if they did sth weird today..then the girl said tt they took a 3 pple pic today & the missing girl is the girl in the middle in the pic..so the tour guide brought her & the other friend to a medium..the medium said tt they cld stop the search coz they can nv find tt girl anymore..coz she's being dragged way by the evil spirits..this was an incident occurred 2 yrs ago..sounds sad..if it's real, it's really very sad & eerie..

the birth of Mr Oraganomentallic Man.. =P

presenting to u the birth of Mr Oraganomentallic Man on 25th april 2007(or maybe earlier)..

letting chang er to present to us while meaniac sms her friends, announcing the birth of new chemie in boss's lab =P

chang er concentrating on explaining to us how she 'gave birth' to Mr Oraganomentallic Man..how she stuff her exam paper onto poor meaniac's toy..she showed us how Mr Oraganomentallic Man read the papers with his eyes on his legs..supposed to have another paper with him..but due to unforseen circumstances (the lec took back the qn papers)..
tada!! the birth of Mr Oraganomentallic Man!!! see how tramatised meaniac was..haha..she cannot take it le..wahaha..=D

P.S. crappy mood..love this post..heez..自卖自夸 =P

Disclaimer: all characters 纯属虚构. 如有雷同, 纯属巧合.

slacking day..oopz!

she smsed me abt the results..it's a relief..so lucky for her..felt happy..i really felt it's a blessing in disguise..she's darn lucky..if no results released, she wld nv realise the mistake she made..& it will results in quite un-imaginable consequences..it's the truth..i think u shdn't think of how stupid u are to make this mistake..but to be grateful tt u are able to realise it & able to save urself..can u imagine tt no results released then u dun even know how u 'die'? at least now u know the reason & u haf the opportunity to save urself..it's a sth to be relieved..sth to learn & dun harp on the mistake u made..i felt tt it's darn stupid to harp on sth tt was done..i feel it's better to spend ur energy to learn from it..

也许老天爷在帮她。。如果没有那烂老师的笨email。。如果没有你师傅告诉我们。。如果没有芳姨认真地想这事有多奇怪。。也不会有一线希望。。所以我觉得是焉之非福。。难道你不觉得你很幸运吗? 你有机会为你犯的错改过, 不是每个人都有的机会。。我希望你不要一直耿耿于怀, 因为你一直这样,我们是不会安慰或同情你的。。至少我不会。。juz hope u do understand wat i'm trying to convey.. =)

went shopping with fang..we went spotlight at PS..i wan to go there..heez..coz there got a lot of things for DIY..darn fun..anyway she wan to get some thread for her knitting..she's darn coolz lahz..know how to do these stuffs..so nu ren..heez..i wan to learn from her..i'm so excited..to learn tt..then i can make my own toys..wahaha..now u know where i so eager to learn le..haha..no lahz..=P
we had cakes @ secret recipes..yum..i had choc indulgence while she had mango delight..well i still prefer italian choc cake..but nonetheless, still felt satisfied with the choc indulgence..we saw a small kid having a big piece of choc banana..it's a sight of inproportionality..heez..quite funny..i think the cake is bigger than his face..i think the cake is the same size as his stomach..=P

no mood to study..shit..stil got another chem mod..but no mood..need to jia you ahz..last paper in my 4 yrs of education..

oh gosh..my mum came back from work & asked me did i go to weigh recently? shit..she think i gained weight lohz..die liaoz..she said my top looked fitting on me..but it's always fitting..die liaoz..haha..better dun eat so much..more running!!! argh..my mum so mean..she asked this qn for this moment..the next moment..she asked me to eat more things..she so evil..wan me to get fatter..then my dad said i'm nt fat..then i laughed out..=P

2nd exam..脑力有时终须有，脑力无时莫强求。。

studied till 4am..coz i slack too much the few days earlier..need to complete the rest of lec notes then go thru the tut later in lib..too tired..rained at wee hours..me blur & closed the windows..tot i was dreaming..in the end, it was nt a dream..haha..

only picked myself up at 10plus..packed up abit..so i can go home later..heez..then went to lib to find fang to study..dropped by to lab to return the books to meaniac but to find all of them missing..coz they went to seminar..according to xf..she darn coolz lahz..wore ear piece in lab..heez..

went to return the books to meaniac again during lunch..went to scare uncle ben..coz he's quite 胆小..so went to knock hard on the lab windows & we hid..heez..he dropped his hp lohz..ha..meaniac talked to us..she sms us early in the morning..她的至理名言：“脑力有时终须有，脑力无时莫强求”..haha..she also told us some stuffs..tot wld affect me coz my exams nt over yet..actually nt really..i'm nt tt affected by this thing..coz i can;t do much to help too..juz shocked why this had happened..

we decided to revise the catalytic cycles at 3plus..darn shit lahz..we both quite jialat..only rem the names of cycles..& nt the reagents..kept thinking only alkenes..coz otherkinds lohz..darn funny..then one hr before the exam, fang became cranky..this is the 1st time i saw her so cranky..but she said she was usually like this..ha..we began to crap like nobody's business in sci lib..i told her to sleep with the notes on her head..coz last week we saw one guy slept like this in lib..how can he balance & sleep peacefully? then i crapped coz he wan his stuffs to do into his head by diffusion..wahaha..fang juz lie her head on the table with the notes beneath..cannot work lahz..the stuffs will nt go against gravity..heez..then i used my dumbo & put notes on top..then i said later in exam venue, i can put my dumbo on top of my head while i do my exams..wahaha..then can come out thru diffusion..heez..fang mentioned abt doraemon where 大雄 had to go for exams but cannot rem anything..so doraemon had this magic tt zap his notes on the bread & 大雄 ate it..then he can rem everything..but then at night..his mum forced him to eat the cookies & desserts..then he diarrhoea & everything come out..wahaha..how we wish we got doraemon to help us manz..no need to 烧掉当符水喝了.. heez..then saw my dumbo big ear..i tot of being bigger S.A then can haf more stuffs diffused & contained within..then i can use its ears to transfer the knowlegde to me..heez..tot of wat meaniac said..bring external hard drive..then all we need is to convert our mouth to be USB port..waha..we need tt manz..when pple get evolved bahz..=P

kept pushing fang to rem the cycles..then she kept repeating meaniac's 至理名言：“脑力有时终须有，脑力无时莫强求”..faintz..so irritating!! haha..this sentence kept haunting me..coz in the end, in exam, i cld rem 脑力有时终须有，脑力无时莫强求..it's supposed to be sth meaniac wan to tell us to 尽力而为..in the end, fang used it for the wrong purpose..haha..

when entered into the venue, fang showed me the periodic table..at first i tot how come she brought it in..then i realised it's given by mama goh..faintz..we still went to memorize lohz..haha..mama goh was so cutez..coz quite funny..someone had an ans booklet with 'ans' on it..supposed to be blank onez..un-used..he's so lucky..then he told mama goh..his got ans on it..then mama goh asked:"oh..haven start got ans..but i bet if u hand in with it, u will fail the exam" then she laughed out..so cutez..she's a nice lady..then before starting she gave us some advise..to allocate the time properly..coz we got one journal to read..but then again, i din read..where got time..anyway the ans most of it can be retrieved from the journal i think..heez..then halfway into the paper, she went out with another invigilator to talk..so funny..i suddenly tot of wat meaniac had told us abt when she walked out of lec theatre during test..she's hinting sth..heez..

after the exam, i cldn't rem wat was being tested..but juz wan to go for run..though tired..when changing..tot of nt running..but then changed le lahz..wahaha..it was a gd run..haiz..no more runs in sch le..grad soon..no more long route to haw par villa..so sad =( but one thing to be happy abt..my knees are ok le..hooray!! can continue to run..i dun care..=P

dinner at munchie monkey..had baked rice & italian choc cake..gosh..darn chocolaty!! very nice..i will miss the italian choc cake here..warm cake with choc frudge & ice cold vanilla ice cream..drooling now..yummy!! we talked a lot..on big bang...on growing up..how time flies..on whether is it we grew up or the occurrence of disasters is increasing..the envt is deteriorating? but fang said we lived in the ice age actually..interesting..ok..try nt to say it..if nt will be like drey..but then my vocab is limited lehz..=P..we discussed on the thing we heard earlier on too..found sth useful..which brings us or her hope..sms meaniac..

well 水落石出。。tt blur gal..well big eyes nt useful..tt's my conclusion..i'm glad i haf small eyes..always tot it's a disadv..=P..but i feel a burden off..coz at least we saw some hope le..at least this is wat i feel..thks to fang..she brought it up..i feel it's a blessing in disguise..so if tt person is going to whine at it, i wld scold her..really..she shd look things in another perspective..i tot we haf brought some hope in her..but in the end, i got sth like "wat if he threw away the paper"..haiz..juz count her lucky tt she din call me or meet me, i wld scold her..believe me..or at least i wld diaoz her..heez..

每件事多有两面。。在于我们能不能看见。。
我们应该保持乐观的态度来面对事情。。而不是一直耿耿于怀。。自责。。
谁不会犯错?
最重要是不要重蹈覆辙, 从中学习。。
take it as a lesson & learn from it..

Meaniac's bdae

bought a cake from crystal jade for meaniac's bdae..it;s fruit cake..it's darn nice..heez..pretty too..din take pics coz i forgot to bring my hp with me..i got ah pek to help me to make sure she's in the lab at 11 plus..we tried to make our way to lab secretly..to give her a surprise..she was in the lab..then she came out..with us waiting for her..with the candle lighted..& sang bdae song for her..heez..hope she happy..coz she's nice to us too..

we made her serve the cake to boss..with some future honors students in his room..uncle ben & she-beng were like paparazzi..taking video of her bringing the food into boss' office..so funny..lunch with ah pek, jie, fang & she-beng..i forgot abt fang when celebrating meaniac's bdae..coz she went for her appt..& i asked her to give me a call..but i left my hp in my bag..oops..fang looked stressed by our organomet exam..can do it onez!!!

btw, new term learnt everyday..by chang-er..oraganomentallic..=D

went tuition..well wasn't gd..i felt i can't help them..they are really nt interested in chinese..i went thru some close passage with them.nt very useful i feel..& they dun like..it seems tt they enjoy me giving them other articles to read & explain to them..maybe it wasn;t their day..well after tt i need to rush back to study..haven study much..it rained very heavily & got LIGHTNING..gosh..i'm darn scared of tt..really..& plus i need to cross the overhead bridge to take bus back..then the brigde no shelter..few trees..u look like the potential conductor there..darn scary..walked fast lohz..then the lightning got increased in intensity..nt frequency..it's INTENSITY..very bright & LOUD thunder..darn scared..me screaming for bus to come in my heart lohz..i really dun like lightning..

in sch, no lightning & thunder..but me still scared..went to lib to find fang..supposed to go dinner with meaniac & company to NUH staff canteen but it poured heavily..so din go..stayed in sci canteen..then the lightning came again..faintz..i think now fang knew how scared i was towards lightning..ha..kept covering my ears when see lightning..till she like aiyo..haha..back in enclosed area aka lib..then i felt safe..heez..

the last night tt we will be studying in lib..till quite late..time flies..four yrs had past..memories..hmmmz..

mum will always wish me gd luck for my exams..without fail..but coz we r nt used to do these little acts, i always feel she's rather awkward to say gd luck..but she covers it with a bit of smile..heez..our family is like this..i also behaves like this..weird..i feel so..heez..but i'm happy.. =)

supposed to be studying day..hmmmz

studied with fang yi the whole day in lib..only left with two of us..after thurs, only left me..so i shall go home & mug..heez..in hostel, so lonely..at home at least at night i can see my mum..heez..

supposed to study the whole day..haha..but in the end, we chatted from 4plus to 7plus..i think..the stupid lec of her mod..tt sucky mod..went to email all the students on their ranking of the mod..so er xin..made those who still haf papers no mood to study after seeing the results..how can he mark so fast? muz be anyhow..sianz..so bo liaoz & free to calculate everything & email individual of their ranking..can u imagine those pple who are the bottom..then they will panic & worry..then wont conc on their other mods..this lec really like shit..

fang yi & i talked abt our jc times..well mostly i talked abt MY JC times..haha..we even drew out lists of places we wan to go after exams and wat we wan to do..my 'grad tour'..ha..so mum will allow me since it's in spore..no danger..=P

our list:
Pub
Club
Bedok reservoir-RUN!!! (Train for 21K)
Bukit Timah Nature Reserve
Tree Top Walk
Sentosa
Sungei Buloh
Cycling/Kayak
Cruise
Prawning
Musuem
Toy Museum
Zoo
Night Safari
Haw Par Villa
Jurong Birdpark
Botanic Gardens
Movie Marathon
Newton Circus/Chomp Chomp
JB Seafood
Turf Club

haha..a lot..but we might juz do some..hopefully..coz need to plan properly..&maybe only can be done on weekends..we shall see..hopefully we can fulfil most of them!! =D

dinner at munchie monkey..had my fav italian choc cake..yummy choc!!! supposed to study after tt..ended up talking again..ok..i'm a bad influence..heez..anyway nice chat..discovered a lot of things..things to learn from one another..

need to buck up to study..not much time left..coz tmr got tuition..jia you!

my first exam of the my last sem

my first paper = jie's last paper??? haha..

well it's darn tough..darn difficult..heck..haha..i'm like this..coz i know i still can try to do a bit..it's alright..nt like my third yr mod..one hr past no qn done & none i knew how to do..tt's nightmare..so i got the worst nightmare..this is nt so bad..=)

tuition after my evening paper..andrea laughed at my sneezing..saying why i use high pitched..diaoz..so i used low pitch & do it again lohz..then she laughed..heez..hope she can absorb wat i tot..been trying ways to let her understand why do maths in certain ways..but she juz dun rem..& she dun like maths..haiz..

happy tt dear got gd r/s with his students..know tt u can do it..jia you..i think he did influenced me a lot of how i teach my kids..influenced me on how i shd do things..it's a gd influence..heez.. =)

oh no..during exam, i accidentally drew on my fav adidas shirt's sleeve..i muz be darn sianz with the tough paper..hope i can get rid of the stain..dun wan it to stay there..so sad..=(

白色巨塔 完结篇

生活是一场骗局，
到最后才发现。。
最重要的原来最不重要。。

din really catch the whole series..rather draggy..but i think 关欣 is chio! heez..was crying badly for this epi lohz..same for the last few..this onez coz she & him cannot be tgt..but afterall, i think both of them were still mature to let go..really admire this courage..i dun think i can do it..

din really study much..spent the day sleeping..too tired..weekends to me is sleeping..meeting mama & papa..& meet him..heez..tt's all..

life is gd if it stays this way..i'm lazy i know.. =P

Dinner at Long house

every week only looking fwd to weekends..coz i can go home & see my family..& also to meet him..dinner supposedly at bishan..but he took bus..so changed to upper thomson..near his tuition place..then he blur..ha..too tired..alighted wrong bus stop at lornie road..tot he missed thomson plaza..but actually he juz passed bukit timah plaza..then in the end, he took cab & asked me to go long house..where i alighted at thomson plaza le..haiz..juz two more bus stops walked lohz..

he was there waiting for me..quite full..so juz had chao kway tiao..very oily..anyway was full lahz..he ordered western food..got me wedges..knew it was my fav..but i'm really full..juz had one or two..the walk was nice..coz i get to see dogs!!! gosh! two dogs are fighting..or quarelling..so cutez..then another onez juz kept biting the toy..heez..i love the place there..got a lot of dogs for me to see..but i can;t touch.. =(

we walked down to the shops along the road..got yummy things..got organic foods..interesting..he tot of getting me yummy peach tarts for me to eat when i study..but i'm really full..thks dear!! =)

times flies with him..actually time passes very fast with pple u like to be with..he went for tuition & i headed home..

watched this ghost show at 1plus..weird ending..tot the plot was ok..but the ending is darn weird..got someone plunged from the top of building..like 5 storeys plus..then can get up & tell chi lam..要珍惜身边的人？？？ haha..decided to read a bit..since i slack the whole day..heez..

Study..

it was great to see our clique to be so united during the study week..esp today..coz of the lousy lec tt taught them tt mod..got them so stressed..too many things to study yet no focus & even the lec dunno his stuffs..so they had a crash course conducted by teacher chew..they did it the whole day in maths lab..darn happy to see them so united..i din take tt mod..but juz sat in to study with them..of coz muz with my mp3..coz they are super rowdy..though i'm listening to mp3, i can still hear them bickering..rem how blur jie was, but she still got angry & pissed..thereafter realised she was blur & laughed out..we are like tt..will give black face when nt happy..but wil be alright after tt..

a pic of them working on the prob..they din know i took this.. =P

continued to study after dinner..well my first time really studied at night..we studied in fang yi's lab..disturbing adrian..quite funny..even adrian picks on the educational level of tt lec..ha..darn mean..

my productive day of study..finally..knee still ached a bit..better rest..

GOOD LUCK PPLE!! =)

Running..

rained heavily at 5am plus..woke up..woke up again at 7plus..i think i'm nt used to sleeping early..but still feeling tired at 9am..studied in art lib..not very productive..was reminiscing abt oldies with fang yi there..nice..lunch at business..nice western food..i only looked forward to the run later..i wan to relieve from everything..

ran the long route..happy tt we kept a constant pace..nt too bad..great run..but as i almost finished, felt my knees a bit annoying..pain..but nt very pain..annoying..till both knees got it..i know i cannot run fast..juz keep the pace, try to make my landing softly..finished the run in 1hr plus..i felt it's gd..nt tired after tt..i know i can try to run faster..next time..

dinner at mac..coz jie wan to go there..so cutez ahz she..said mac in the afternoon so night go there lohz..heez..we are SUPPOSED to study after dinner..but ended up chatting on oldies, old films & stuffs..very fun..it's a great chat..talked abt gremlims, honey i shrunk the kids, some show on pink liquid which need to eat pple to grow..ha..jie wan to go someone's hse & watched all these classics marathon..COOLZ!!!

my knee still feel weird..nt really hurting..but it's dun feel gd..i hope it's nothing serious..maybe i over strain it over the few days..

我的心情并没有好点。。也许是一个人独自在宿舍。。不能埋怨。。因为会说这是我自己做的选择。。但我还是需要有人能和我聊天。。但没空。。我的心情很糟。。还是很想哭。。我不知道自己是一个人还是有人陪着。。有时会这样想。。别人可以很开心。。为什么我很像很孤独。。我希望things will work out..

Swimming..

930am - swimming with xiaojie..it's a nice dip..nt so much on swimming..chatted with her..long time since we chatted..still managed to swim 10laps..felt gd..no more aching on my legs..i think they haf grown tougher..from the past 3 days of running cum jogging..& most of all, i got my tan..haha..sunny morning..with few pple in pool..gd..hope to swim on fri..

lunch with her..yummy lunch at NUH staff canteen..apart from the same old sci canteen for the past 1.5yrs..i think everyday haf lunch there..weather was weird..sunny in the morning but as we headed for lunch, it rained very heavily..xiaojie was saying pple might think we r weird coz it's raining but our faces were rather red..haha..

managed to study a bit..really unproductive for the past 3 days..i dunno wat i'm doing..maybe no sense of urgency yet..headed for tuition after a small study in lib with the gang..full 2 hr for amanda again..coz andrea's class was selected to support the national cross country..i felt tt amanda begins to feel at ease speaking chinese to me..a gd sign..but as soon as alicia is back from sch, she felt reluctant to speak in chinese..maybe i shd really make it a pt to isolate them when in tuition..a big distraction..andrea handed in her 作文..quite cutez i feel..but more to improve on..

a scary incident when i left..a super BIG lizard fell onto my bag!!! as i opened the gate..shit! i was freaking scared..wat came after made the thing worse..i juz left my bag on the floor..coz i dun dare to fling it away..then it went into my bag!!! ARGH!! i almost went bonkers..shit! kept tossing my bag..luckily less than a min, it came out..still freaking terrified from tt incident..still paranoid whether it still remain there or nt..i really freaked out..could u imagine if it drops onto me? i think i will cry there..coz it will move ard..YUCKS!..almost cried when saw it went into my bag..i;m really at loss..now i really scared of lizards..now i understand why fang yi scared of them too..i tot i can scare it away..now i'm scared..really hope there's nothing inside my bag..but i still haf to look at it later..

tot of relating to someone..but it's doesnt seem interesting..nvm..watched a haunting documentary..quite scary..tot of watching the amazing lifeforms stuffs..on one channel..which advertised..but i cldn't find it..so ended up watching this haunting film..quite scary..

really tired..my eyes are really dry..no mood..can;t study well..shit..nvm.i shall buck up tmr..lookin fwd to run tmr..wanted to run today but no one free..really wan to release it out..to think i can forget everything after the phone call..i can't believe it..i cldnt recall much..the feeling juz retained..my memory getting worse..or i juz haf relieved from it..i dunno..headache..i wan to sleep..the first time in my hostel life sleeping at 12am..

Running..

studied in lib with fang yi, jie & fenny..was so tired..kept dozing off..went off at 1230 to support chang er in her grad seminar..haha..she got the disease from she-beng..said: gurgles argon & hydrogen..haha..pengz..after tt, she was so high & acting cutez..till meaniac cannot take it..she kept sms us to help her..said got a mental person harassing her..haha..so funny..then xf also came in the lab & played along with chang er..so make weird pple two to harass meaniac..haha..so funny..even mms me the pic of chang er acting cute..haha

fenny took this bear, a gift from RP..anyway she said wan to name this bear fenny..name all her bears fenny..i was like..then might as well name all the bears bear lohz..faintz..my dumbo with her bear..so cutez..heez..

the sky looked grey..like going to rain..yet it's sunny..so we still went for run..this time, the long route to haw par villa..i missed tt route! in the end, no rain..luckily..but we still took our ez link cards with us..juz in case it rained..heez..we went the reverse way of the long route..it's so much easier..it's down slope..well jie was so courageous to join us..coz she hardly run & going to join us in this almost 8k run..gd gd..she managed to do it manz! well done..though with some walking..but it's really gd..i had an easy run..or jog..but i feel gd..coz given i had run for past 2 days, i can still jog quite ok..quite happy..when we reach the raffles hall bus stop, they took the shuttle bus..while i ran back..shiok! well they said i'm crazy..i think so..but i juz wan to run everyday..when i still can do it..i think next time go work..cannot le..the tot of running the route twice make me feel excited..hope i can fulfil it soon!!!

after tt we went to munchie monkey for dinner..yes..there again..too lazy to go elsewhere..uncle ben, fenny & suresh joined us..all the weird qns & tot by uncle ben..bo liaoz..haha..chatted till 10..we tot of studying after the run & dinner..haiz..no study..nvm i shall take an early rest today...going swimming tmr!!! hooray!! hopefully get someone to run with me at night too..well i know..i like no need to study..but i wan to do sports too!!! =P

well they r thinking abt some digusting stuffs..but i found this action cute..so get them to do again..like some bubbles for recapping..haha..

run run run...

woke up late..real tired..only reached sch at 3plus..was at causeway pt wanting to apply for broadband..but realised my cousin haven cancel his..so cannot..cannot save contacts in sim card..tot it's sim card prob but to find is my lousy hp..wan to get it fixed but me no spare hp when my hp will be left in the hospital till discharge..so gave up the tot..i hardly give my hp rest..only when i got my replacement sim card..think tt rest made it wanting to rest more..diaoz..

got some msg thru..dunno for the gd or worse..but at least i really dun feel like sticking my leg in the shit le..

tuition was ok..the kids as usual funny & naughty..esp alicia..asking me am i married..telling me she like to squash the snails..diaoz..darn cruel..talking in chinese..trying to improve theirs..spent last 15mins chatting in chinese..though i;m the only one doing tt, they tried a bit too..

running!!! yes!!! i plan to run everyday.;.study break for me like sport week heez..tmr hope to run too..nt going back training till may, opposed to wat i planned previously..need to study hard & also run hard..heez..the run was slow..but i felt great..yest aching only came when i ran up slope..but it's greaat..muz improve..

dinner at munchie monkey..long time since we ate there..had my usual crayfish spagh, new mocktail (on apples) and my fav italian choc cake!! after eating it, lesss than an hr, i'm hungry le..oops..they got shocked..but i think i stll can eat..heez..so funny..i ate the most, felt hungry..jie ate the least, felt full...heez

went out to study at rid-out..got some little work done..at least for today..got to sleep..tmr need to buck up then can run!!!..hooray!! swim too..someday this week..it's a muz!!! =)

Running!!

meeting him 9am at macrihitie res..able to grab myself out of bed at 8..tired..but wan to meet him..i only wish to meet him on weekend..the only time i can spend time with him..but only for a few hrs..we r busy..he's more busy than me..bo bianz..

ran 4km plus..he said..the run was gd for him but i felt tired..maybe nt enough sleep nt sure..but i do like the run too..coz it's different from my usual jog & also i get to jog since tues..the route tt i took in my sec yrs for cross country..the reverse way..but it's fun..he said the 1 hr travel down to there is worth it..coz it's a gd run..he haven been exercising for a long time..he wld like to come fortnightly..i dun mind at all..juz hope he has the time..

went to long house for lunch..he rem the place as where adrian(my mum took care of) shit there..heez..i told him onez..the fish bee boon i had was yucky..nt nice..his's is nice..there are a lot of other nice food..but he cant eat coz of his cough..nvm..we can come next time..

saw couple of kids there..so cutez..there's one kid who ate like adult..cutez..i bought goreng pisang & sweet potato..trying to be funny & kept tempting him..heez..nvm, next time can come & eat..

went to see some dogs shop nearby..din manage to see the different breeds of dogs available for sale..saw dog grooming shop..so coolz..how i wish to work with them..heez..

reached home at 12plus..darn tired..but need to drag myself to bathe..slept at 2pm..tot of waking up at 4pm to study..but too tired & slept till 7.30..gosh..still tired..but haf to drag myself up..watched the nice jackie chan movie..i love this one manz..chatted with mum..& slept at 1am..gosh..i was surprised to find myself still sleepy at 1am..heez..how tired i was..

less sleep..

only managed to sleep at 5 coz need to read sth for tuition tmr..but woke up at 8plus..jie was awaken by coldness( coz my fan was juz right above her)..they had to wake up coz i got tuition at 10..well i still wan to laze but we need to go for breakfast.sorry ahz..usually i wld rather sleep then get breakfast..surprisingly, nt feeling tired..but rather refreshed..

went to YIH for breakfast..had the toast set..yummy! feel great to haf breakfast with them..think i'm been living alone in hostel for too long..hha..miss some company manz..but hope we can meet up next time for more chill up & breakfast following tt..haha...

tuition time went past fast..coz i think we haf too much to cover..i need to teach 3 jc topics in 2hr..well i think she's making effort..glad abt it..

went to causeway pt to get my sim card replaced..no need to queue..juz replaced at the info counter..but i realised cannot work..so went back in queue again..& me really tired i guess..din see christina in front of me till saw zhirong.hha..he lost his hp & i actually asked him why? i think too tired & also i dunno how to ask properly..then he laughed & said there's no why but how..oops..nt a gd day for him either..to lose tt video fn hp..gosh...sim card cld only work after 1 hr..if nt, next day..gosh..no contact again..but actually yest i felt like i'm back to my sec sch days where there's no hp, no msn for me to contact anyone..

lucky me..one hr later it worked..msg dear to ask him if still meeting for supper tonight..he called & we chatted a bit..during his break..slack the whole afternoon to watch tv..dun feel like sleeping dunno why..but i'm getting tired..got my new contact lenses..only slept at 7pm..but need to get up at 8plus to get prepared to meet him..

we had prata for supper..finally..his cough still nt gd..but i think he's recovering..sounds better..related to him abt the whole thing yest..he juz kept quiet..hope he's nt bored with my non-stop complaining..heez..but he agreed why our 'boys' are so childish..yupz i do agree manz..drink till drunk..bo liaoz..

meeting him for run tmr morning..so happy..but me only got to sleep at 2plus..though i din haf much sleep the prev day..dunno why..too used to the late night le..

Symposium- marking the end of my honors project

well, i did a darn stupid thing at 2am..preparing to sleep for this big affair..but my hands itchy..go & play with my hp & got my sim card locked..then tried to unlock it till my sim card got rejected..darn..stupid me..so in the shock, i tried to knock on justin's room but he slept le..trying to get PPT to help so went online but cldn't login..unlucky manz..i juz worried being a big affair tmr, i can;t be late..but i only depends on hp for alarm..now nt working.;.shit lahz..but in the end, i found tt it can work without sim card..juz heck & went to sleep..

in the morning, met fenny & borrowed her phone to inform mum and rh tt i wld be unavailable coz i cld only replace my sim card tmr..today nt free..wat to do..blame on my stupidness..

it's an impt day for us..the whole day was lecs & poster presentation..in the end i spent my time eating..coz too hungry..but my examiner came during the lunch break..well it was super unpleasant..he commented "ur project is useless, no meaning" then he walked off..he din even qn me & let me explain further..i tried to hold him back by explaining why i did the project..then he said: "it's useless..ur boss spent so much $$$ but to find the product unstable" wat the!!! i can;t take it & walked off..i'm trying to hide my feelings..hide my crying..but friends kept asking me how was it..even adrian(i think he got a shock when i broke down)..till i really cannot make it..& broke down..shit..i hate this..to break down in front of so many pple but i juz cldn't control..it's terrible..wat do u do when ur examiner din even bother to ask abt ur project & straightaway said ur proj is useless & also attack ur boss..& even ur boss's boss..shit him manz! last time he made fenny cried..now it's my turn..but i juz tried my best to tidy up my feelings..still got the rest of the day to endure manz..really glad for my friends to stand beside me & help me..wil came up to console me & told him wat's abt his boss(which is my irritating examiner)..thks..

took a lot of pics..meaniac was nice..she made us some souvenirs..my gosh..so happy..it's precious..& she knew abt my encounter from someone..so came up to me & said: 有些人的报应不是在他的身上，但会报应他的子孙上。。best..but really glad tt she came & consoled me..u can;t imagine how nasty the couple was..well i felt pitiful for them..to live in hatre forever..heard tt he dun like my boss & my boss's boss..so he;s like 公报私仇..心胸狭窄..so ke lian..

anyway, had a great time taking pics with meaniac & boss!!! got a bit angry with fenny..coz she dunno who's the priority..things got heated up till she-beng tried to cool us down..but i din hear her rebutt..


meaniac did this for us..it's so nice..

our grp pic..without uncle ben..he's always bz..it's so funny..coz meaniac wan to be standing higher than boss..then boss played with her, went a step higher & acted like a child..heez..boss with us..his honors undergrad..without uncle ben..

boss with me!!with my poster..

who's behind? well..let u guess..heez..

an overview of how is it like tt day..

our clique..the girls in the lift..wilsanto is the photographer..the only guy in the lift..so funny..

pics with my friends: wilsanto, mag & diana..our natural pdt grp members!!

boring day time..juz wan to go to club or pub later..yeahz..went for dinner with our clubbing or pubbing clothes..heez..well the dinner was nt filling & got some incidents..the boys (yES..they are juz boys..nt man) made a lot of stupid things..got drunk..trying to get other drunks..stupid..our table got boss with us..i think tt why the stupid person, And*** din get his way there..shit him..trying to make jie drink beer..we all stared at him & drove him off..i think he;s crazy..yahz..crazy person in our cohort..i dislike him since last time..another drunkard was one of xl's grp..i think free flow of beers is a disaster..well with the boys ard..they dunno how to think..luckily we still got some man(or rather one) among them..managed to tame And*** down..in the end, stil had a grp photo..very big grp photo..uncle ben got a bit sentimental..haha..this is nt grad ball lehz..heez..

as we expected, xl cried..haha..crybaby..the incidents came up next set me on fumes..hesitating..anyway i gave up..dun feel like offering my suggestion anymore..dun feel like scolding pple..no use..i haf reached the pt of giving up..dun care..fang yi, xl, jie & i went to meet meaniac at brewerks..nice chill out..though felt pity tt we din get to go MOS..but nvm, we wld arrange again next time..confirm muz go check it out..i juz wan to see..heez..

we left brewerks at ard 1am plus..had quite a bit of drinks..nt drunk..nt planning to go back early..coz we still wan to chill out..so in the end, we walked ard & went to coffee bean..coz fang yi & me was hungry..heez..wat's new for me right? had our country pie..chatting till almost 3plus..then took cab back to hostel..fang yi & jie stayed in my room..so coolz..& happy..it's like chalet..hahaha..

our tower of golden ale..nt bad..i think..

quite enjoyed the chill out..though the nite is down with some hiccups..but the walk at late night with these gals is really coolz & i reaally like it..to walk & chat with gal-friends..chill out & relax with them..hope we wld haf more when exams are over.. =)

marking the end of my education

last lesson in my 4yr of university education..my last tut..enjoiyed it coz i felt i'm paying attention..heez..din notice the time went past 8plus..coz too engrossed in our last tut..so in the end, din manage to run with fang yi..since quite late & she needed to rest well for the symposium tmr..juz had dinner with her..

last lab mtg..we decided to show our gratitude..made a video for the highest & higher lifeforms..only got sch at 3plus to help in the making..jie, fenny & uncle ben playing bridge..i guess they wld miss this most when we grad..all the bridge sessions during lab..haha..the video was coolz..although nt as gd as meaniac's..but it's our effort.. with the crew members..the nt so yan dao who called himself yandao=uncle ben, the twisted she-beng, the furiously implosive bi=which is me, the gan chiong spide=Jie, the pinky princess=fenny, the shanghainese ah pek=jeremiah..haha..i almost implode when she-beng kept wantin to change my nick..fickle-minded lahz..haha..we ordered pizza, mac nuggets, old chang kee stuffs & some chips for them..jie's old lappy gave prob so in the end, she-beng & i had to leave for lesson w/o seeing how they react when they watched our video..but i got jeremiah to tape it with my phone..haha..i heard tt fenny's pic din come out!! ha..lappy scared of her lahz..

our last lab mtg with them..i will miss them..the times we present our stuffs..hearing boss talking..

according to meaniac, boss was happy coz he felt appreciated..and we are the 1st batch to do this for him..well i felt glad..coz our efforts are appreciated too..boss said wan to treat us dinner after our exams..coolz..heez..but meaniac said better prepare to take cab home..coz he wld yak non-stop..ooops!!!

Running..since almost 2 wks ago!!!

been studying from 11plus to 5plus in lib for our test later..luckily the lec was nice enough to let us earn some pts..the test is nt tt difficult as compared to the first..heez..but wat makes me look fwd is..running later!!

fang yi, jeremiah, fenny & i went running..well u din see wrongly..i din type wrongly..yupz..tt's right..FENNY IS RUNNING!!! haha..she ran 6 rounds on track while the rest of us went to run ard the sch..well wat i wan to say to fenny was..pls keep it up ok..dun slack le!! say wan to lose weight..but always slacking dun wan to run..dun let us spot on ahz..

the run was gd..we completed in abt 40mins..i think tt's gd..most imptly i felt at ease..maybe it's my mood coz everything over..soon..maybe it's the night..less xiong..heez..i wan to run more!! & longer distance..

went mac for dinner..chatted till almost 11pm..great chat..haha..only listen to how jeremiah repeat his stuffs..heez..

went out to study with kevin at rid-out mac after tt..it's at farrer road..well i like tt place coz got turtle pond..tada..my phone nt gd to take pics at night..nt sure if u cld see the turtles..

everytime ended up distracting by the turtles..but i need to study..well slow progress but i think it's ok..at least i started..tempted by kevin of the food & i went to buy fries..haha..second helping..yum yum!! long time since i talked abt aikido stuffs..going back for training next week..lookin fwd..i was talking abt incidents & i think i attract uncles..haha..coz yest night after tuition, an indian uncle talked to me at mac where i dunno him..he juz happened to walk in front of me & we ended in KAP mac..then asked me if i'm studying there..saying i look like student..then telling me his son studied chemistry as well..well it's nt a scary chat coz he seems nice..i had worse experiences with uncles manz..then kevin said he agreed coz he went to notice & saw one uncle behind me was looking at me..faintz..we studied till 2am plus..& he sent me back..

tired now..wan to sleep..hope i can swim tmr morning..no one pei me..alone..nvm..if too tired, i shall skip & maybe see wan to swim on thurs..heez..i need more sports!!!

满满的感动。。

外头的天气虽然很凉，但我的内心却被你（女）温暖。。
有点肉麻。。哈。。但我想要说的是。。
谢谢你的关心，你已经帮了我很多了。。
不要为了自己并没有及时为我伸出援手而惭悔。。
你并没有这个义务。。
很高兴能在这一年认识很多好朋友。。
希望我们的友谊永固。。
我想我很幸福。。 = )

poster presentation??

yupz..poster presentation coz examiner nt free on fri..i juz took it as pre-run for my symposium..well i think i did badly..blame it on nt preparing well..my session was very very fast..fenny was like full 1/2 hr..i only took half of hers..sianz..nothing much to ask me..nothing much i know how to ans..dunno if he's sianz, tired or can't be bothered..haiz..a bad start of the day..

woke up at 830 to get ready to go sch for tt..but ended up taking cab..coz i gt stomachache..kept going toilet..no choice, no time..need to grab a cab..well the taxi driver is scary..well nt tt kind of pervert or weird..but the moment i got onto it..he asked which way i wan to take..i dunno..shit..shd haf ask him to go from the upper thomsom to exit from the clementi..i think it wld be much faster..he then complained tt if he dun ask, the customer wld explain..saying them unreasonable..wat..长出毛 = 禽兽不如。。darn scary to use those words lahz..then the whole journey i can;t take a rest but to listen to him complainin..then talking abt past..abt my father's, grandma's generation where pple can take hardship..i think the uncle was a bit 偏极 so leadin to his attitude..i'm so scared tt i said sth wrong then he left me in the expressway lohz..believe me..he wld do it!!! coz he said if a youngster refused to buck up the seat belt & said went ahead to fine, he wld drive him to police station to report him!!!

this is quite funny...it's regarding a turkish guy( i think he's from turkey if i din rem wrongly)..i knew him from aikido last time..now he is my 2 chem mod mates..then everytime he wld talk to me abt tut stuffs coz he's quite blur & being a master course mate & used to be a organic chemist..he knew nuts abt inorganic stuffs..so drey & they all tot he 看上 me..haha..tt's impossible..then there's this time he walked from his seat to sit besides me during the lec..he dun care onez lahz..so end up all my friends hinting at me..wat the??!! he juz wan to ask me the tut stuffs..as usual..but in the end, i haf to explain to everyone I KNOW HIM LAHZ>>haha..today SGG talked to me abt him again..haha..faintz..he tot tt guy 看上 me..haha..well i'm nt tt attractive pple!!!

had a great talk to fenny & the rest of the gang during lunch..we had a full 2 hr lunch..we are back! heez..was talking & laughing at the jap rest at YIH..haha..can't stand it..the topic stil on fenny..haha..too bad..always our topic of lunch..to get suanz..we plan to go club or pub this fri..after our symposium..was planning how to bluff my friend's mum since we are going to hang out late..so my friend wld stay in with me on fri night in sch..well we are the 损友..haha..fang yi insisted tt we muz go club or pub this fri..cannot be like last time, suddenly no news le..so if we can;t get guys to join us (for safety reasons: well we got a potential drunkard here & clubbing is nt very safe if we go in girl grp only..), we wld go pub..fang yi got a new look..rebonded hair & cut fringe..looks cutez..heez..we were saying fenny wld cry on fri..we shall see manz!!!

tuition almost got me 'killed'..efforts nt appreciated..did a quiz for them..asking them to study but they din..i raised my voice this time..coz i cldn't take it.been nagging abt it for the past 1/2 hr but they kept repeating the same mistake..i think andrea knew i was angry coz she was rather quiet..lesson learnt: cannot haf the 3 sis tgt in the room..they made a mess..argh..i think they know i'm pissed..coz i juz said..dun waste my time & urs..if u dun rem wat i said everytime..oops..

Mint museum of Toys!!!

late for tuition coz overslept..dugged out all my A levels notes..luckily i was neat..the notes r found rather fast..heez..sweating all over..till 3am..washed up abit & slept..getting ready to teach..i think i do well in the lesson..coz i think i tried my best..preparation i need it..i din forget my maths c..so happy..still like the differentiation stuffs..

meeting ah di at 3pm at yishun but i only left buona at 130..so meet at 315..raining..rh cannot meet me tonight for supper coz he needs more rest..still feverish in the mornin..hope he gets well soon..dun get caught into rain..he can't afford to..i can.. =P

we are heading Mint museum of toys..besides raffles hotel..rene joined surprisingly..we went bugis to walk when waitin for ah hoon jiejie & her..i bought a new toy! a small dumbo..i love it..so when saw it, bought it w/o hesitation..heez..

~harlow..i'm jumbo!! i''m a beanie with big big ears..i can fly to help my master to fulfil her dreams!!~

ah ni too excited to go..went telling her friends tt she going today..so i said if we go at 5 & it closes at 6, then no pt..then she whined..ha..set out to the toy museum..i wanna go with rh tt time..but din went to check it out..i saw it on news..so today went with my cousins..then next time can go with him..ah ni was saying she can go with her future bf..i was like..erm..then she said rain or wu zun..faintz..i asked her to keep on dreaming..then said tt wu zun is 10ys older than her..then she exclaimed dun like pple who r 10yrs older than her..haha..
the lift..need to take to 5th floor..startin from the top..5storeys..i think got lots of old toys..worth taking a look..tin toys..real old..but i love looking at them..though some i can;t connect well coz i dun rem playing those..the oldest i think was in 1910s..or 1930s..heez..the entrance fee was 10bucks..but todat got discount..so it's 7.50bucks..

our entrance tics!! cool right? got betty, teddy bear, popeye..

Level 5: outer space..

welcome to the worlds of robots..xiao lu bao..heez..nice poster right?

tin toys..coolz!!..dan dare..but i dunno who's tt..according to the description..this is one of 10pieces in the world..one in spore!!!..star wars..i bet he wld like it.. =)

off we went to level 4: Characters..(haha..ah ni looking retarded..)

king kong..they do haf great posters..dun u think so?..flintstones!!..popeye..old time batman mask..

batman poster..superman..bruce lee..godzilla..the boy boy looks cutez..heez

~astroboy saving can..coolz!!~ultraman!!~ah hoon was asking why she got long nose..then i replied..coz she lied!!..wahaha~it's a hot water bag..but it's a bit yellow..erm..~

level 3: Childhood favourites..

~hopscotch!!my childhood game!darn coolz~rene & ah ni in action..haha~darlie toothpaste!!!~my fav snow white &7dwarfs..i haf the 7dwarfs soft toy dad & mum bought for me from yaohan in my pri sch years..i still rem it costs >70bucks..they dote on me lehz..~

~isn't this cute?dunno see it at where..~this is minnie..ah hoon jiejie wan to take wat's beneath..haha~old barbie doll..~

~they supposedly wan to lie on the floor but they too shy..haha..like puppets..~ha..rene stretching..accordingly to her,pe for 2 days followed by badminton..haha..muscle ached..~tryin to look at pics being taken juz now..i like this shot..got feel-ing ahz..haha~

level 2: collectables..

~dancing couples..coolz~scary pop out eye..~coolz poster of explanation~musical top~

~mickey mouse gas mask? i dunno wat;s tt for manz..~beatles's poster..in 1964..darn coolz!!~mickey mouse..nice..~

we did a lot of stupid things there..hha..so scared when we went out..the pple who watched the camera will laugh at us..haha..dun care..we are leaving our names behind in the guest book..rene walking..tada!!胡家到此一游。。=P

dinner at a nearby thai 'restaurant'..nt tt ex..nt bad food..i like the thai ice milk tea..tasted a bit different..still tasty..had pineapple fried rice, kang kong, tom yam, baby squid, chicken in chilli sauce..yummy..

went walk ard in suntec..toy-r-S..walked ard..fooled ard there..haha..with ah di ard, when got no disturb onez..haha..

~ah ni squeezing in toy car~ah hoon jiejie with the big teddy bear..i love tt onez!!~bunny rene!! haha..~ah ni & ah di in disguise..ha..~

went to adidas..me looking for swim suit..found it..but super ex..& it's nt the one i saw on the website..there much nicer..need new swimsuit..it;s only 8 when we r done in suntec..walked a bit in marina..ah di hungry le..need to get something to eat..in the end went to raffles city BK..our rate of finishing the fries is super fast..rene showed her special talent..haha..only we know..i got the video clip..heez..haha..i cannot tahan..wan to go home & rest..love going out with them..see them doing funny stuffs..heez..

my rear side of the leg got the new wound from yest..i used a handyplast to cover it coz need to wear shoes today..my gosh.i got a fright when tryin to remove it..coz it sticked to my new skin..so gross..scared but had to peel it off carefully..it's a raw wound..quite painful when bathing..bearable..

din know doraemon used to haf ears & it's yellow color..but coz his ears being bitten off by mouse..so dun haf ears & become depressed..then become blue color!!! so interesting..the i guess show..then cao ge was saying the whole story was an imagination of da xiong when he was unconscious..doraemon doesn't exist..but according to another person, the legend of the endin is doraemon died..hmmmz..

took a super long time to blog this..coz uploading of pics took very very very long time..i aged le lohz after this.. =P