Angerwee..

early in the morning i received sms from my tuition kid tt she can only make it at 7pm tonight..but i wan to meet rh..so i tried to rearrange but to no avail..so in the end, rh cannot meet me..since he wan to rest..though i know he needs to rest & i wish he can get more rest, but i still sad tt he says then dun meet..coz i really feel like meeting him..so in the end, i juz cried..i dunno how am i behaving like this..this is bad..then after tt tired & sleep..

then in the afternoon, still feeling sad..moody..preparin to go out to head to her place for tuition..already fixed my mindset..nvm..next time lohz..go teach..then on the way, juz another 1/2hr i wld reach her place..in CCK le..then she juz sms me & said tuition cancelled..wat the heck?!! i fixed her tuition & dun meet rh lohz..really very angry..then i sms rh to see if can meet him..but he needs to do things..so in the end, i headed home..i really very pissed..i dun like this feeling..i know it might be a case of emergency but then i stil felt like shit..dun wish to talk..juz wan to get home & relieve myself..in my own way..

though my mood got a bit better, but i still feel i'm darn stupid to try to help her..like she dun appreciate..but i shd control my feelings..shd nt get too pissed off..

rh called at night..i wanted to talk to him..i like to listen to his stories of his class & how he deals with students..i feel he has a way with the kids..i'm far from it..at the end of the day, i shd adjust myself..next time shd i face such thing, shd nt get so pissed off anymore..no pt..