test & assignments due..

well, wat kind of term break is tt? coincides with CNY..then lecturers gave so many assigments..but then one thing to be worth happy is..we do not haf to make up any lecturers for CNY coz it fall during our term break..my term break was well spent with...NO STUDYING!!!! only fun fun & fun..heez..CNY..followed by two days of lab..then chalets till sun..ha..well DONE!!.heez..

mon had my test..well last min..someone said go & rem all the 20 a.a..my gosh lahz..even when i studied bio last time, they nv req us to rem all 20 a.a..so i juz rem the two impt onez..histidine & cysteine..well indeed, tt qn went out & i juz managed to ans with these two..heez..then after tt, i was so blur tt i forgot to inform weiqiang tt tues was the due date for our review assignment..then i rem my friend, hamza..darn..he indeed din do..i dun haf his no..then he came up to me after the test..he was really stressed..coz he din know our lec wasnt in spore for 2wks & he came for lessons..then tt fri when we resumed our lessons..he din come..gosh..then he was so pissed tt he used his pencil to draw on his hp..haiz..sorry..

nite time was tuition time..felt a bit down becoz my tuition kid was so tired tt she forgets how to do qns tt i taught her b4..was pissed with her..but i felt pissed with myself..coz why do i haf those emotions..haiz..wan to help her..try my best bahz..then, i couldn't do p6 maths..another blow to me..juz get a vanilla milkshake to make myself happy..

tues i was doing review the whole day..lunch with xiaojie & catch up with her..felt happy for her..congrats! enjoy urself ok? heez..next time update me more abt ur stuffs! the rest had O.S test..best..i heard they were cursing & swearing the lec..wahaha..all of them came out of the lec room were complaining..haha..phew..so lucky i din take tt mod..almost..our gang went to NYDC in holland V for lunch..really hungry..only jeremiah entertained us..all the rest were too tired..has my mushroom & ham baked rice..YUMMY!

wed..raining the whole day..so sianz..yet to run for this week! i wan to run & swim!!! go to lab also dunno wat to do..need to think thru properly..lookin forward to nitez..coz going to meet him..we are going to collect our pack for biathlon this sun!! our first biathlon..tgt..well, i run he swim..coz i can't swim in sea..quite happy to see him..we took a look at our goodie bag..then he saw UIC washing detergent..then he said:"nah wash clothes" diaoz..heez..we went to botak jones for dinner..the dishes came quite fast..i still rem we waited like 1hr b4..very filling coz we ordered cajun chicken & fish & chips..i got more chips..yummy!my treat tis time..finally..coz he got me a tuition deal..so i wan to treat him..though nt an expensive meal..heez..

Xuelin's chalet_24 feb07

Venue: Aloha Loyang Garden Terrace E(same as fenny but we need to check out & in again..)

Time: 6pm onwards
Supporters: Xuelin's friends(seniors) & our gang..

the seniors & us!!!(uncle ben was late so wasnt inside)

raining at yishun..jie & me dozed off on the bus on our way back..coz we were really very tired..& hungry..no lunch..reached tamp ard 4plus..we were so tired tt we juz went to mrt station & waited for fang yi up..heez..only fenny & 3 of us meeting up to head there..hwee & ling went on their own..oh gosh..why fenny in hot pink? faintz..she shd dress up in green & poker dots!!!darn..din manage to trick her..wahaha..now u know ahz..

anyway,i was dying to go to chalet..why?coz i wan to shit..heez..sounds crude but it's normal lahz..who dun shit manz..heez..anyway when i reached, xuelin refused to let us in till we gave our entrance fees..then i said i wan to shit..then she asked me to repeat louder..i din know she was video-ing us..gosh!! wat a paparazzi she is..heez..finally cleared! heez..

the seniors were busy bbq-ing le..so we haf to make ourselves useful!! they made nice drinks like honey lime juice..those lime juice was squeezed manually by them & they add water & honey..it's darn nice!! love it!! next time shall concoct one..heez..

we took over the bbq..then i realised the true colors of han yuan..haha..she's a big eater...heez..know how crazy xiaofeng was..haha..anyway the food was great..muz go with them manz..i said sth nasty..coz fenny wanted to bbq..like so gianz..then i said:"coz she can shed some oil from her body" oopz..anyway it was fun bbq..they got gd fire manz..then hwee & ling came..they got taped by xuelin too..xuelin commented tt hwee was ah lian..wahaha..i still rem xuelin said sth during grp meeting..coz hwee was using a light brown backgrd with brown words& she insisted nothing wrong with the choice of colors..then xueling said:"HAF u seen africans putting black paint on their face to support for matches?"(no offense) i nearly fell off from sofa manz..darn funny..with the drama queen & loudspeaker, we had no worry of 冷场..heez..we bbq most of the food..to serve the seniors & us..oh the jap sweet potatoes were tasty!! yum yum!!

~get some butter for ur face..heez~
well i din know wat am i doing..for sure i wasnt attacking her lahz..

us..w/o uncle ben..see! fenny 'act' again!!

took some pics..ben came later in the night..he went straight to bbq..as usual..he was very happy tt nightz..coz he got the chance to cook..he always wan to cook but his mum dun cook..so tt night..he cooked weird stuffs like..volka mutton..haha..

xuelin handed a scroll with our bdae msg to fenny..she's supposed to get the msg coz we wrote it in invisible ink..the forfeit wld be to dance salsa for us!! heez..another bdae girl of the day was huishan..

she was asked to stand on chair..so scared the chair will give way..so xuelin gave her two..

xuelin handed her the scroll..

we played sparkles..it's quite scary coz it sounded like explosion if u light >2 tgt..fenny tried 3 i think..nice videos by xuelin for us!!!

playing sparkles..kids from neighbours side were attracted to us..heez..

was waiting outside coz xuelin forbids us to go in..so we were quite bo liaoz..& took some pics..heez..

fang yi was so funny..will she slaughter me?hmmmz..me, fang yi & hwee..see how bored we are..heez..waiting..
fenny, jie & ling..well stil can see fenny 'act' even in the dark..heez..i got my best lighting gal..heez..need effort to get this pic done..though nt very gd,but it's the best le!

tada!! my lighting gal..*drum rolling*hwee!!*applause* haha..i was instructing her..too bright..too dark..more light pls..we made gd partners..heez

had a little celebration again..the neighbours muz be thinking..how come so many bdaes..(yest got one)..nice cake..it's delicious too..

mango cake..have u seen so many candles on a cake?? dun worry..most of them belongs to auntie fenny..heez

not to miss the times to make fun of her..

xuelin was sweet to make a video for fenny's bdae..with our msg in too..she cried manz..aiyo..say patang..dun cry on bdae..now still cried..aiyo..

fang yi trying to make fun of her..haha..

hwee, fenny & ling needed to leave..xuelin won't miss this chance to trick them..so made them play twister..the main aim is to play a fool on fenny..heez..hwee was an expert..applause..

the seniors went off to beach, leaving fang yi, jie, uncle ben, xuelin & me..we decided to bath first..was so dirty from yest lohz..cant stand it..so i went to bathe first..then xuelin said han yuan & jie can fight for the longest bathing time needed..heez..no wonder..有师傅必有其徒弟..heez..well according to xuelin, jie won..ha..then fang yi only took like 5 -10mins..then uncle ben & xuelin too..oopz..

we got cocktails with some alcoholic..quite nice actually..i was drinking it like water..very thirsty..was playing dai di with them..well uncle ben got royal flush lehz..so lucky..so i got him to pose for the cards..

diaoz..why this kind of expression? u are lucky lehz..haha..

we were supposed to study for our tests during the night..so we agreed to stop at 130am..haha..indeed..we did & went off to our bunk to study..i know i cannot tahan coz i din really sleep well the prev night..so i read a bit & dozed off..the seniors came in to check on us..ha..i still heard them trying to move the mahjong into the room..i was really tired coz i know i'm dead to the world..i heard nothing & if really got fire,dun think i will wake up..i woke up suddenly at 330am..then asked fang yi coz we wan to watch sunrise..so i set alarm at 5am..but then i din wake up till 6plus..i know overslept so went on sleeping till 7plus..fang yi said:"sun's out!" oh no..haiz..i dun rem my alarm ringing..but fang yi said i woke up to turn it off & put my hp on my pillow..gosh! i was tt tired manz..i dun rem..

uncle ben supposed to sit in front of the mirror to study but it was too cold..so he went outside..a pic of him kanna caught..ha..xuelin's work..
we woke up..was showing fang yi of the ekin's cd..to my surprise, she heard this b4 & also love it..finally found a 知己..we were reminicising on it..heez..old le lahz..the album was in 1995 lohz..haha..then she asked me to sing the songs..then we played cards again..well i dunno how to play bridge but then i decided(finally) to learn..it;s a rather interesting game..quite fun..we played till 10plus..then reminded ourselves to end soon coz we need to catch the 1055 bus..at 1045, we rushed out..haha..with jialin..finally bid our farewell to the chalet..

we went to haf breakfast @MAC..aiming to go home soon to study..but wat was unexpectedly was we stayed in MAC from 11am -4pm..haha..we were chatting for very long..from movies..to supernatural stuffs..haha..if dun haf test, we wld end up chatting the whole night lohz..spoil the mood manz..then at 2plus, jie was saying" i'm hungry..i wan to get some bite" haha..so we haf our so-called-lunch there..haha..amazing talkative ahz..heez..

when got home, i was so eager to listen to ekin's cd..coolz! sang with it..heez..but there were some prob with the 7 & 14 songs..nvm will get sth to fix it bahz..so happy..

CO performance for YCK Minds kids

Venue: YCK MINDS SCHOOL

Time: 1pm
Performers: Yiliang(instructor cum 二胡, 板胡), Valerie(the organiser cum 二胡), Wee May(笙), Weihao & Huishan(ang) (柳琴), Shaoqiang (琵琶), Amelia(keyboard,replacing 扬琴), 小悟(古筝), Jie & me(笛子), Yiliang's parents & Josh(percussion)
Songs performed: 拜年, 恭喜恭喜, 迎春花, some songs i forgot..heez..

took the bus from aloha loyang at 0855..we went to tampines to take bus back to yishun..we din really haf a proper breakfast..then jie went passed a bakery shop..said: we take a look lehz..so cutez..then we got ourselves bread juz in case we dun haf lunch..

reached YCK MINDS sch at 10plus..was late..but nvm lahz..we were tired..well, my dizi's skills are so lousy..the last time i played was sec4 lohz..when jie started to play, my gosh! i realised i was very bad..coz i played quite softly..nt familiar with the notes..kept making mistakes..i was so relieved tt i got Jie to help me..if nt u cld expect the whole performance to be ruined by me..coz dizi is the loudest in our mini CO group..but luckily got her, she corrects me & helps me to go on the correct beat..i gained more confidence & played better..i can experience the change..she commented too..quite happy..dizi is something tt when i practice, i felt i'm adding to the noise pollution but all the pple ard me will think it's nice music..it's weird..haha..

then came the kids..i saw gladys! heez..she listened to our rehearsal & when she saw me, she clapped for me..so happy..the session started with 捞鱼生..

them getting ready to lao yu sheng...

i haf to push gladys to go for it..coz too many pple..then she dun wan to go..but i will juz 'force' her..heez..i very bad onez..coz when she chooses not to eat fruits, i wld put some on her plate & persuade her to eat..heez..dun wan her to be too choosy..i intro gladys to jie & also told her tt another cute boy boy, weijun..heez..but then jie has different views..she felt upset..coz of the obvious reasons..well, i dunno wat to say..but i think at least they are happy now..at least they haf their families & us to care for them..so i feel tt it's nt too bad afterall..

then our performance commences..was quite nervous..long time nv play in front of audience le..when we were abt to start with the first song, both jie & i were distracted by meng suan..who suddenly came near to keyboard & wanted to fidget with sth..diaoz..jie is distracted it's ok..but then i also..haha..anyway we missed the first few notes..heez..in between songs, we haf intro to our instruments to educate them..Jie was asking: will they understand? i think some will..but the pt is we haf the intention to educate them regardless they can understand or nt..coz they might be able to..noticed some active kids who are unable to appreciate but there are more who do like our performance..i saw gladys tapping & dancing with the songs..some sing with it..so happy..we juz hope to haf the CNY atmosphere in our YCK sch..half way thru, the wind was so strong tt our scores might be blown away..i was so scared coz if our scored blown away, some of us wld nt be able to perform & it is very very obvious..becoz we haf only like 1instrument..so if one of us nt playing, u wont hear tt instrument..so i hang on to my scores so jie can play..at least it's nt 全军覆没..but jie was scared coz i'm nt playing..but after a while i joined her le..heez..

Yiliang, our instructor..our formation..

(from left)ameila, shaoqiang, weihaoWee may..well she needs three chairs to reach her instrument..heez..

our audience

小悟, jie & me behind..Yiliang & valerie..his parents behind..presenting..NVAC YCK CO..*applause*

finally the performance ended..saw them enjoying the performance beats all the hard work le! jaron recorded some music & made into a video..thks! it's nice..view it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjUi-glzqSo ..after tt, we had to head off to shui shann's hse..coz they invited us there..but i can;t go..coz jie & i need to head back to xuelin's chalet..i knew gladys' mum is there..so i can juz bring gladys to shui shann's hse then left her in her mum's care..jianlong was our driver..he's been a great help to drive 小悟's 古筝to and fro for every practise..on his dad's sch van, we had jianwen, gladys, jie, 小悟, josh, weihao, big jason, mingxiang & mickey..we are heading to shui shann's hse..but first, need to send jian wen & 小悟 back..

when reached shui shann's hse, i cld see the kids enjoy their stay..coz they practically mess up the house..then we had 捞鱼生 again..hmmz..can count the no of times i had yu sheng..

wld like to thk 小悟 & jie for their help coz they are nt in YCK..but willing to lend a helping hand when i approached them..thks valerie for organising..i was hesitating to help coz long time haven play dizi..but felt happy tt i'm in it..nt bad manz..we can form a mini CO for YCK..i had a great time..when practising, reminded me of 大合奏 in sec sch..reminded me of my dizi mates..i love the feel of playing music tgt..thks a lot!

新年快乐!!! done by our kids..i feel it is cutez & nice!

Fenny's bdae chalet

Venue: Aloha Loyang Garden Terrace E

Time: 6pm onwards..
Guest of honor: Auntie Fenny
Supporters: Honors class(+miscellanous), her secondary gang, JC gang & YEP mates

meeting time was 3.15pm(changed from 2pm, luckily i smsed fang yi) @ pasir ris station control..well, was a bit late coz i was packing my bag for the two days chalet(nt only fenny's) at 1plus..but when i reached tamp mrt, saw fang yi..haha..she also late..Jie told us to meet at mac @ 3rd level!!?? where got 3rd level? the mac so big mehz..from 1st-3rd..then we went in & realised..it;s 2 levels from the white sands complex..but then if u go into the mac, u see a mini 2nd level..no wonder..haha..for a moment, we still think tt Jie is blur(well actually she is lahz..heez)..uncle ben, jeremiah, SGG, YP & jie were there le..huiping came after tt..we need to catch the 4.15 shuttle bus..luckily ling & drey can make it on time..

when we reached, only WY, pat, fenny & her part-time bf were there..the first thing we went in is to GO & CHANGE INTO RUNNING ATTIRE! heez..ling, jie, fang yi, jeremiah(last min jio onez) & i went to run at the pasir ris park..only for ard 4km plus..quite shiok..jie & fang yi tried out their new shoes..applause to ling & jie for their determination to complete with us..

well when fang yi was bathing, jie was complaining it's so long..well who's the slowest manz..i still rem tt time 3 of them went to bath & i waited in my room..then fenny came back then i went off..when i'm back, jie was only like a few mins b4 me lohz..ha..then i suan her, saying want to time her..heez..RH reached like 6plus..i quite like his clothes tt day..quite smartz..heez..the fondue was ready le..we helped to cut up the fruits for fondue..then RH asked:"wat;s the boiling pt of chocolate?" wa pengz..all of us burst out laughing..i can't wait to 'strangle' him haha..he said if the chocolate kept warming up to boiling pt, it will evaporate off..as choc vapours ahz..diaoz..

the dinner started rather late coz the caterer lost his way..all of us were super hungry..esp 5 of us who went joining juz now..when the food was set up, the girls rushed to get their share..then u see guys crowding ard, waiting for their turn to take..the dinner was great! nice curry with potato! then ling said i'm a potato freak!all of us had 2nd helping..but then we realised not much dishes left for fenny's friends as they were not here yet..oh no..then came the dessert..which is MANGO PUDDING! yummy..RH was talking happily with my friends..nt bad..he can communicate with them w/o me..not like me..heez..

then came the games..game masters were jack, suresh, chee koon & wansi..we were separated into groups..Huiping, drey & I in the same group again..1st game was passing quail eggs with a plastic spoon in our mouths..no hands allowed..then if one dropped, we need to eat one chicken egg..diaoz..drey & huiping passed to each other & they kept going lower & lower..then drey need to pass to me..tt means i need to bend even lower..how to? heez..so i juz said..drey! DUN GO ANY LOWER! fang yi & ling heard it & laughed @me..2nd game was guessing wat's in the cup..they concocted stuffs..some were pure some were mixture..1 rep from each grp..got a sip & made a guess..till one of us get it correct..mine was soy sauce..uncle ben was so funny..he kept sipping & making wrong guess..almost finished up the whole cup..the last game was TABOO! modified onez..to guess the slogans or words to do with fenny..straightaway, uncle ben said "i'm so cutez..irritating.." haha..our grp we sent drey up to give hints..she was so blur..haha..

hwee had nt reached yet but we had to cut the cake w/o her..the cake was marshmallow with choc..my gosh! it's super thick..i think got 10cm?! then long pic taking..first with sec, jc, YEP, lab mates & honors..then RH said he belongs to no where..MISCELLANOUS? ha..only him belonged to this category..heez..more pics will be up when i get them..

when hwee came, she's the loudest manz..& drama queen..a lot of actions & loud..heez..we watched funny movie "Date movie"..darn stupid lahz..the girl went for liposuction & all the ridiculous surgeries to become slim..then liposuction to this tub labelled MAYONNAISE..eekz..ha..it's juz a movie making fun of those scenes from other movies like star wars, meet the fockers blahz blahz..

when the clock striked 12 am, i went to find fenny to wish her happy birthday! went to give her a hug..then after like 20 mins later, hwee shouted tt oh..fenny! happy birthday! haha..she made such a woo-ha..haha..then we commented tt she's so drama & loud..wahaha..

our room is like a bunk..heez..i wan to sleep on the upper deck but cannot..so sad..

RH handed me a cd..cantonese onez..by ekin..i'm super happy..coz i had this cassette but becoz it was so old tt the sound from it was nt satisfactory..so i told him tt time tt i love this album & want to get the cd version..i saw the cd onez in sec 2..but then now i dun think can get it le..i'm so surprised tt he made effort to get it for me..so sweetz..heez..thks dear! i can't wait to listen to it but dun haf cd player..it's so qiaoz..in the evening as i was running with fang yi, i brought up of this album tt was so nice..

My Best Show..inside..

the morning was awaken by ling & the girls' voices..once they were up, u can know..heez..we need to check out soon..catch the shuttle bus at 855..coz jie & I were going to YCK MINDS for a small CO performance..our breakfast for tt day was cold bananas..dunno who put the bananas in the fridge..heez..we are checking out this place..but later in the day, we are coming back again..to this unit..for xuelin's chalet..it's so qiaoz..coz they got the same unit for chalet..it's nt pre-arranged..

a pic of him b4 we checked out..dunno wat's he looking at..

dinner at my hse

supposed to go running @10 & run my mono..well i was so tired..so gave up..fang yi got a bit of fever also cannot run..nvm..tmr bahz..was chatting with my mum abt my tuition kid..so only reached sch at 11 plus..heez..

met er jie for lunch..in my hostel room..she seems to be better..but we were both bz with lab..i know she stil wan to meet me up for lunch..i'll try ok? but heard tt tt guy asked her out..haiz..

xueling was saying sat her chalet there's dress code..green color or poker dots..diaoz..wat's tt manz? my gosh..so like shit..but wat to do..fenny chalet theme is pink color..also muz obey..nvm.luckily i got green shirt..heez..

today was nt a smooth sailing day for me too..at least till the meeting..chang got poked by the needle..quite bad..coz tt needle is thick & sharp..so bled quite a bit..usually i'm careful with tt.so i offered to help her..then hwee was saying: dun worry..she's expert..nv get poked by it b4..then xuelin said: dun say too early..she might got hurt by it manz..well xuelin was right..i did the safe mtd..but it went thru the cannula & cut my thumb..so i tot it's a small cut..so continued..but realised cannot..the wound is bleeding..so took off my gloves & washed with running water..was thinking nt a big deal..small cut..then the water made the wound more painful..then i realised..it's deep cut..diaoz..Jie was unhappy coz we were nt careful..so blur to get poke one by one..ermz..she sounded like mummy..heez..thks jie for concerning us..was telling chang tt the needle din wash..then got our blood..then she said..nvm maybe can get new compounds..pengz

we started lab meeting with 捞鱼生..here are some pics:

all are saying nice words with 捞-ing 鱼生..heez..ben was saying "CRYSTALS!" ha

(left) boss, jie, fenny, uncle ben & my shifu(left) jeremiah, xuelin, hwee & chang, she wore a nice top..heez..i bet xuelin crapping again..

we had pineapple tarts too..all bought by Biqi..thks!

after meeting, i need to meet rh coz he's coming to my hse to 拜年..sorry ahz..need to wait til 8pm b4 we can head home..luckily the journey was faster at night..maybe they know we are daarn hungry..he din eat..coz he knows my mum cooks a lot..so he's waiting for the FOOD! well, it's really a lot..got two different types of fish, one of them was sting ray..yum yum..then had vegetables, fried chicken cutlets & his fav, 猪肚汤 & brewed pork..i only like the soup..heez..when he saw pig intestines, he so wanting to eat lahz..i know he's very satisfied with the dinner..heez..but nt i cooked lahz..heez..he ate quite a lot..two rice helpings..finished two big pieces of chicken..vegetables..pork..well at the end of it, we were so full tt my parents kept telling us got fruits, tibits & stuffs..but we were juz too full to take anymore..happy tt he enjoyed the meal..he even asked my mum how she cooked the chicken..heez..

my aim: to be more assured of wat i;m doing..dun juz do for the sake of doing..no more time left for me to waste!

First day after the long CNY break

well well well..supposed to be term break for us..but why am i waking so early to go sch?haiz..wat to do..final yr in sch le..but i really felt sianz..managed to get up at 7plus..but then still hesitating wan to go sch or nt..coz as i was lying on my bed..i suddenly tot NO DCM how to do my mono..yes..i am repeating TT synthesis again..wat to do..then i tot of i got review, presentation test..blah blahz..was thinking staying home to do review wld be more fruitful if i go sch coz maybe cannot synthesize mono coz i got tuition in the late afternoon..rushed for time..haiz..today was the day manz..was the day where sometimes i wld get really stressed up & get really really down..

reached sch..went to check the level of argon gas..haiz..looks like depleting soon..no more argon tank for replacement..sianz..no DCM..sianz..no liquid nitrogen..when i'm feeling really down..everything will be sianz to me..will make me dun feel like doing anything..

intended to go for running if i set up my mono & let it drip..but then..felt so tired & sianz..(sorry ahz..dunno how many times i wld mention this)..so din go..boss talked to me..looks like more things to try..i felt happy..but at the same time, i dun haf the time..haiz..

things got a bit haywired today..jie made a mistake when teaching hwee to do bis..then she broke something..cant find clean rbf to use..but an interesting thing happened was..jie saw a dragonfly dead in snow white's oil bath..i was so amazed..coz it's like a specimen there..nicely immersed in the oil bath..but Jie was extremely scared & felt gross.. i think the dragonfly was so ke lianz..coz it muz haf landed on it to rest..then realised it had stepped into quick sand..tried to struggled but the more it struggled, the more it sank & finally cldn't breathe..so ke lianz..i think no one dares to use tt oil bath le..

my tuition kids are twin..heez..quite cutez..they got a younger sis..all of them are lovely..andrea loves to whine..haha..but ok lahz..since she's a kid..i can tahan..always tell me: i dun like maths..oh..coolz..i'm so smart.. ha..these sisters like to bicker ard..but still lovely..heez..her dad gave me an ang pow..wasn;t expecting tt..coz i only go there to teach..din bring mandarin orange somemore..andrea was staring surprisingly at her dad..as he gave me the ang pow..then her dad said:"why? she's still entitled to take ahz..unless she's married"..then he laughed..so funny..then wat's best was..andrea turned to me & asked:"how much?"..haha..dun u think she's so cutez? heez...:P..when i checked out the ang pow..my gosh..i think it's quite a lot for juz a tuition teacher like me lohz..i was shocked..my mum laughed at me..hmmmz..

met er jie for lunch..she's nt feeling gd..i felt shitty abt myself..coz i cldn't help her also..i wished to pei her more..but i dun haf the time..she juz need company to keep her occcupied..so she wont think so much..really hate tt guy..stupid guy..dunno if he is a girl or guy..so wishy washy..kept misleading pple..i wan to scold him..he;s hurting my er jie so much..felt so sadz..i dunno wat i can do to help..but to keep her company..she even asked me if she;s boring..then why he dun wan her..i even pei her when i heading to tuition place coz on the same bus..we enjoyed the times tgt..she can;t bear me leaving her..coz she knows she wld think of him again..she still sms me after i alighted tt why i haf tuition today..if nt i can pei her on bus..i dun like her saying abt wat wanting to die..i hate tt..i know it's difficult to control thinking..but i felt tt she's feeling really very pessimistic..yet i can;t help her much..juz hope to spend more time with her..she's having a real tough time now..

初三

went shopping with fang yi, xiaoling & jie at orchard..meeting at 2pm at mrt..but all of us were late except fang yi..well i was juz 5 mins late i think..heez..but jie is best..shd be 1/2 hr late bahz..haha..Jie was saying we cld go first then when she reached she wld meet us there..but then fang yi brought up sth..Jie is bad at direction..remembering the 'painful' experience where she was lost in city link & marina square..she dun keep a tag on the places she been to..ha..my gosh..so we cld nt go far..juz hang ard wisma to shop first..

early in the morning, uncle ben sms us tt we shd nt go 拜年 today if we are superstituous..well i dunno the theory behind it till xiaoling enlightened us..coz her mum said today is the day where we go to visit ur relatives where the family 办白事 recently..ermz..well i din know..& most of us wld go to our friends' hse to 拜年..so my mum said..it doesnt apply to present le..

when Jie called me, we asked her to meet us at wisma..but she said she wld try making herway..then we dun wan history to repeat itself..so we asked to take the escalator (near wisma assageway which was blocked) up to the open space..but then she said so many escalators..how to know..ermz..when we reached, we din see her..so we concluded tt she took the wrong onez..i asked her to go back & we go the station control..juz as we wanted to head down the escalator, i saw someone walking towards our direction..well it's Jie lahz..she went all the way out to watch the street performance..diaoz..haha..

Jie was thinking how come i look taller..then fang yi said coz i wore heels..ha..i turned ard & crapped: "well coz i ate a lot of new yr goodies..so i shoot up!" then they all pengz..said now pple are expanding sideways..only i'm growing upwards..heez.." well, coz aunties like to wish me 快高长大 mahz.." haha..

we went to marina square after tt coz fang yi & jie need to get sports shoes..finally manz..nt bad lehz..the asics concept store cld recommend running shoes for ur feet type & running distance..all 3 of us belong to the middle arch onez..then we are suited for structured cushioning..i think the pair tt i got from queensway was the correct pair for my feet..but size wise..nt too sure..the salesman crapped with us for quite long..the jokes on fang yi wearing two pairs of socks so will get blister..then saying if i got size 7 shoes, my toes are gone by the end of running..especially my second onez..diaoz..wat the heck manz..i think still can survive since i ran 10km without my feet giving way..but hopefully can run better with these shoes..so lucky i bought the correct pair..& i think the correct size..fang yi got herself green shoes..i quite like it but it's expensive..then again, if we intend to go for half marathon, tt shoes wld come in handy..it's gd to invest on gd shoes..since we are going to use it oftenly..i think Jie got the same pair & same color as mine..

well one conclusion, even though fenny nt ard with us, we still can suan her..oh no..saw the pink running shoes..we said won't get it unless no choice..coz soooo fenny! haha..hmmmz..

Jie & i went off first coz we got sth on while the two of them headed for dinner @ wakaru(i think)..i headed off to his house to 拜年..he juz had tuition..had dinner in his house..we watched stephen show's classic..龙的传人..quite funny..quite like it..then he pei me to city hall (in the form of sending me back) heez..we met YCK pple at cityhall station..baoling, yuqi, yingxiu & jian long..i din see jianlong at first..tot some boy boy sitting besides the girls..tot they saw us le..they went to sentosa juz now..oh ya..i forgot for yck outing..heez..a nice trip back with them..

saw the ang pow his mum gave me..same as wat my sis going to give him..so qiaoz..

初二

knowing tt adrian is coming today..i need to wake up by 11am..coz if nt when they arrive i'm still sleeping then nt gd..heez..long time nv see him le..waiting to see him & talk to him..heez..

they came @12 plus..his whole family came to my hse to eat lunch b4 heading to their bai nian place..long time nv see alicia, his elder sis..she knows how to dress up le..heard tt she's studying in SP..not bad ahz..amelia grew to be so tall & big sized..saw her b4 on my way to go out last time..tot who was tt big sized girl..then to realise it's her..she still quite obedient coz she will greet me..

adrian cannot eat peanuts..he's allergic to peanuts..but he can take kai xin guo..then he was telling me if i touch peanuts then touch the kai xin guo, he cannot eat..coz will get rash..i still rem when he was young, he only touched peanuts & his whole tongue got swollen..cannot close his mouth..so ke lianz..so he's very sensitive to peanuts..i always feel tt it's a pity for him coz he will lose a lot of nice foods! then he said: i wan to sit on tt little chair which i used to sit on it..so cutez..but then i told him he's like an old man.coz like his dad, sit at one side, eating the nuts..then drinking some beverages..heez..a pic of him:

think he grow taller & fatter le..heez..

my mum cooked curry! hooray! long time nv tasted her curry..yum yum..got my fav potato! heez..with curry, all my rice wld be covered with curry..heez..no need to take other side dishes..heez

after tt, we wld haf to wait for ah hua jie jie & ah lan jie jie tgt with their bro to come to our hse..last yr, we went to their hse then headed to my ah gu's house..they came ard 2..her bro brought his fiancee & his friend..well his friend is weird..asked me who's on the tv(which is lim junjie) then asked me wat's his theme song..as the bro asked me wat am i studying..then his friend asked me whether i wan to work in IR or nt..then asked me which singer i like..jay chou can? then asked me for jay chou's lyrics..well i was quite scared so i kept myself in my room..to avoid contact..heez..but my mum also felt he's weird lehz..

they chatted for quite long while i read my comics..heez..completed wat's there on my bro's shelf..we headed to ah gu's hse at 5plus..we decided to take 851 from yishun to red hill interchange..well it was like 1 hr plus ride lohz..diaoz..but we took drinks at yishun interchange..from the vending machine..suggested by my dad..heez..when we reached, stil haf to take another bus to go..it's a bit nt tt accessible..but i wan to go..coz every yr we wld go..when my mum's mum was still ard, we wld go & visit..she's no longer there..but ah gu stayed there..so pei my mum go visit her brothers bahz..anyway got a baby there now..

last yr i still rem the baby was only 6mths plus but his spine is strong..can carry him like a 1 yr old baby..but becoz he only sees me once in a yr..he dun like me to carry him..this yr, he can walk! so cutez! his pics:

so cutez right? in this outfit..~hi, my name is Jason~

after tt i showed him my hp with his pic..he seems amazed & then will stop for me to take his pic..then he will be excited to come to my side & see the pic of himself..heez..so cutez..but he stil can;t talk..but very naughty..wants things in his way..if nt he will scream..aiyo!

when he saw my mum, he wld wan my mum to carry him..so gd..no wonder my mum is a great bao mu..heez..see his nice smile!

he got cool hairstyle..this kind u wld see it like 10 yrs ago..cutez..

i dunno why he likes to hit me..heez..when i carried him(as he unwilling),then he kicked me..so violent..then he likes to ride his little toy car..then i wld play with him..when he comes nearer, i wld look at him..then he wld come up & try to beat my leg..haha..dunno why..then i try to be funny..move away..then he kept coming forward..heez..

we handed him an mandarin orange..then he tot it's a ball & kept throwing it on the floor..real hard..till very soggy & some juice come out..then he kept dirty..& wan to throw the orange away..when he held the orange in his hand & looked at me, i'm so scared tt he wld throw at me..it's gonna to be very painful lohz..he so violent & it's orange..haha

haiz..time to leave..only once a year can see him..next yr he can talk le..then will be more fun..heez..i tried to bluff him to bring him home..say we go gai gai.then he dun wan..only wan his dad..then ah lan jie jie asked him to give a gd bye kiss & he kissed on my cheer..so cutez..then he gave everyone a kiss on the cheek except my dad..then he kept waving to my dad..then my mum said tt he wanted to give my dad a kiss coz everyone he gave except him..so he's waving to ask my dad to come over to his side..cutez!

we took 167 back from red hill.this is slightly faster than 851 & coz orchard nt really jam..we reached home like 8plus..as usual i wld juz hit the TV & stoned there..heez

初一

as usual i cant get up so early..but i wld wake up a while at 830..maybe coz usually i need to wake up at 815 to on my computer to book NMR..haha..so while i'm sleeping, i heard my ah ma came to my hse..but then i'm too tired to wake up & also dun dare..coz me still sleeping lehz..heez..then woke up need to wash up then will see her..so pai seh..heez..so kept sleeping lohz..

this yr round, we were going to our 2d aunt's hse..which is the same blk as mine..on 8th storey..ah ma came down to ask my mum dun need to cook..go there & eat..we waited for my sis & bro-in-law then we headed up..well we were the 2nd slowest..almost everyone were there le..heez..so i wld juz greet my ah ma & rushed off to the kitchen..heez..coz my dad got 7 bros & 1 sis lohz..so many pple..juz standing by the door to greet wld take us 5mins bahz..heez..so juz greet the most impt person then see who look at u then greet..anyway usually when i greet them, they also cannot hear me..then my mum will laugh & say my voice too soft..heez..

my cousin, ah guan gor gor, saw me & said i grew taller..how can tt be? then he said: ''Oh maybe becoz ur hair a bit peng peng.." diaoz..nearly fainted..long time nv see him & he told me this..haha..watever lahz..everytime during cny, i wld wan to see my nephews & nieces(from my cousins of the 2nd aunt)..coz i hardly see them onez..especially nigel & noel..i had nv play with them b4..they are xueli jie jie's sons..i rem last time i saw nigel was like 2 yrs ago..then he is super cute & shy..so din get a chance to play with him..then noel came along last yr but then i wasnt at his first mth celebration party..this yr i heard noel got fever & hospitalized..so ke lianz..hope he will get better..claire & eldwin had migrated to other country so they won't be back this yr..but stil got hazel, shaun & reynard..
hazel(left) & reynard & shaun..~let me teach u~

shaun & hazel are siblings..hazel is the same yr as adrian..which means she's is 12 yrs younger than me..heez..shaun is pri 1 this yr..this little boy is a big destroyer..so naughty & violent..heez..remember last sat where we celebrated my ah ma's bdae..he hit me & also 吐口水 on my hand..so naughty..but still think he's cutez..heez..he's soft spoken..but i heard tt he juz went to pri sch & box someone le..haha..wo de tian..shaun was qutie cute coz i saw him passing the ang pow to his mum..then his mum said it's mine..then he came back & said..no! it's mine..haha..so cutez..

playing with ah ni's hp..

reynard is their cousin..he's a smart boy..he lives in dubai now coz his mother is working there..he's studying pri 1 there but shaun is older than him..i asked him wat did he study there..he said arabic..gosh! he will be an amazing guy next time..we tot his chinese will be like "potato" but then nt so bad lahz..sometimes he wld reply in chinese which shocked me..a cute little boy coz he can talk smartly heez..

naughty reynard!

our highlight of the day wld be seeing them & playing with him..reynard was saying boys team vs girls team coz we sat on different beds..he said"let me see if i can get thru the girls" as he tried to make his way into our bed..haha..so cutez..two of them were so hyper..reynard wore very nicely but he sweated a lot..then his mum changed clothes for him..they were revising arabic numeric lohz..so coolz..then ah po jiejie said she knows the tamil version then she said..reynard was so amazed & req for spanish..heez..so cutez..

the lunch @ 2nd aunt hse was delicious..got laksa! YUM YUM! after staying at 2nd aunt's hse, we went to ah chuan gor gor's house which was juz 2 blks away..there wld be more comfortable for kids..coz it's kids' palace! no adults are there..heez..i'm surprised tt my cousins allowed us to take the 3 kids along with us..the 2 little boys was so guai there coz they had psp & hp to play games with..with tt they wld be very guaiz & sit there the whole day..they had chips & so happy to gobble them..i think their mums din allow them to eat usually bahz..heez..gd to be with us right? heez..

then the aunties came & rene was saying suddenly felt the hse being cramped again..haha..shaun was so amazed with the cuckoo bird at the door & kept playing with it tt he dun wan to go home..then he still angry as he walked away with his mum..so cutez..heez..hazel & reynard stayed with us as the aunties decided to go to my hse then my 1st aunt's house..which is near the market there..

some were playing mahjong some of us were walking this show"bridget jones's diary"..till xinying dozed off & i'm playing with hazel..she used my hp & took some pics..managed to take pic with her coz she kept saying dun wan to take pics..

she was so fast to block the camera..camera sensitive lehz(her & ah ni)..heez..finally me & her!

some pics taken by her:

reynard engrossed in PSP..he got one at home..he even taught me how to insert the card in..heez..

finally he's willing to take pic with me..coz no choice.he's playing PSP..heez..

she caught a shot of xinying sleeping while watching..heez..how comfortable the sofa..

this little girl is pretty..but a bit 粗鲁 but she's still young..she used to like swimming & dancing..now in harmonica..she wanted to play swing @ the playgrd so we brought reynard & her there..played tic tac toe with reynard..then brought them home..

swing~~~

night time, my parents & i went to ang pow river near explanade..some pics to share:
my zodiac.. with some of the predictions & suggestions..christmas we haf christma tree..cny we got money tree..haha..the leaves are in gold flakes..pple kept throwing coins to it..it's wishing tree i guess..

a place for pple to beat the drums..财神爷

@ 9pm plus, there were fireworks which we din know..so din really got a gd view of them..juz feel that the ang pow river is getting more ordinary..or rather we haf grown up..we used to like the rides in the fun fair..but now we wld juz walk past them..but still i wld like to go with my parents every yr..looking forward to tmr..coz i will get a chance to see my cousin..he's only 6 mths old last yr..wan to see him again..heez..