sianz sianz sianz..

too tired to get up early..tot of going lab early but..haha..wat's new? u muz be thinking..kenna suan by xuelin for living so near yet later than her..the first thing came in then uncle ben told me with immediate effect, we need to wear PPE to nmr & mass spec labs..due to the recent freq of accidents occurred..so they wan us to be more lab-safety..but tt's quite extreme..i understand tt MS maybe more dangerous with solvents..but nmr we dun even touch any solvent..we prepare the samples in our lab & go down to analyze..dun understand..but wat to do? we need to follow rules..we r law-abiding mahz..

i think i haf no luck in meeting boss..ha..coz wanted to find him to talk abt wat to do for the next step..but kept having grad students in the room to talk to him..when finally all done, i grabbed my stuffs & prepared to rush into his room..then i saw another lecturer comfortably knocked onto his door..ha..then when they were done, boss went for LUNCH!!! diaoz..wat to do? hungry also..so decided to go for lunch..

lunch was great! not abt the food but the pple..big lunch group with xuelin & han yuan..usual suaning of fenny..for her HIGHER CHINESE..can;t believe she took HC in sec too..coz her chinese really nt gd for a HC std..kept testing her & made a lot of jokes..haha..then came new nickname for hwee..she's our "SHE-BENG"..ha..not she bangs ahz..but tt wld be her theme song anyway..coz she behaves like ah beng..then they were thinking of her companion wld be a "he-lian" or 荷花("he-hua(hokkien)")..haha..coz SGG came by with a new punk hairstyle..they said nt suitable for him..we chatted for quite long..felt lazy to go back to lab heez..

nicknames by xuelin for us:
fenny: LaLaLaNd
hwee: wiz of Os6
me: Bi..tt kind of straight & les lohz..faintz
the rest xuelin can't think of..

finally grabbed boss le..more things need to do..feel darn shit..coz i haven finished doing wat he told me to do for my old rxns..yet i'm doing new rxn & need to characterize them..& i only left with 2 more days? been staying till 10plus for these 2 days..feel really tired..if dun haf lessons in the evening to interrupt my work, i wld haf accomplish more things i feel..seeing my fellow labmates starting on thesis..yet i'm still struggling with my new stuffs..i'm only at the starting pt..haven write thesis..then all my mod r in mess..more tests coming up..presentation on comin fri..feel really pissed in the afternoon so dun feel like talking to anyone..i know no time le..but wat to do..juz dun come & stress me to do this & tt..luckily went to lec then my mood got better..first time in lec tt i took a lot of notes..like can understand sth..nt bad..shd concentrate more..

fenny was telling me tt i'm a lab person..coz i can do things merticulously..make sure everything in the right way then continue..i dunno..i like lab sometimes..but dun like the feel to work in lab all day long..even sat..like no life..so a bit fear of further studies..tot of tt in the beginning..but now, i dun wan to void my scholarship if i cld get one..dad kept asking me to carry on..saying he wld pay for it..but i feel dun waste $$$..i'm scared tt i'm not up to it..so better go out & get a job & decide later..

eyes getting teary again..nt tt i cried..but dunno why..got this b4..i think it's the lab bahz..quite irritating..like smoke got into ur eyes..

decided..not to go lab tmr..i wan to do my presentation as much as possible..& also to take a small break..haf tot things out..juz do watever i can..nt tt as if i did these i cld get a A..afterall, the grades is somewhere there..cant do much to push up the grades..

my neighbour singin in her room again..singing S.H.E songs..quite loud & dun sound really nice..coz she picked a difficult song..then i cld only make up the chorus part..then she kept repeating the same chorus..with the state tt i am in now, it getting on my nerves..luckily she stopped in a few mins time..head is getting heavier..