Thursday, February 15, 2007

blahz blahz blahz on my day...

8am tutorial: my gosh..how can i wake up? my sleeping time is from 2am -8plus..& sometimes i juz cant sleep at 1plus..but wat to do..haf to force myself up lohz..i shd be lucky to stay sooooo near sch..(or rather on campus lahz)..1am plus still see Jie online..poor her..she might fall ill soon..but need to do her essay to hand in today..but she still can wake up to make it like 8plus to tut..


after tut, i went lab to start my synthesis of mono..haiz..again! i want to jog in the evening so i set up everything nicely yest night so early in the morning can start & end early..hopefully..but then no one in the lab office..so haf to mafan hwee to help me carry my bag while i juz went inside to start my rxn..

the day din really start out smoothly..so came another incident tt fenny asked me sth & i scolded her quite badly..haiz..i felt sorry after tt but then dunno wat to do also..so act normal..but in the end, i went into boss's office to talk to her while she's doing her IR..well, we sort of talk it out but then i knew she still minded bahz..well, our days dun start out well..so yahz..i felt tt this was the first time i really scolded friend like this..it's nt a nice tone..really pissed & juz came it out..even hwee & chang were shocked bahz..well, i shd learn to control bahz..always telling myself this but still hard to..the only thing i can do is to keep quiet & dun blow off bahz..coz if i keep hearing those stuffs, i wld comment & there it goes..fenny said my attitude wld piss someone off..well i agreed..but i felt tt if u are nt someone i really close of, i wld nt show u my true colors bahz..nt sure abt it..nt sure if someone wld be able to understand this..but i wld try to control my temper bahz..when comes to these stuffs..luckily we were better after tt..

i found tt i haf low tolerance to pple who are pessimistic..who are very wishy-washy..i dunno..i juz will get pissed off by them..i can;t really console pple..i can listen or watz..but then if i try to console & they still keep on being pessimistic, i wld juz keep quiet..coz i know if i talk, i wld end up in a harsh tone..haiz..i'm nt fenny, Jie or Hwee, who can always be patient & offer suggestions..

pictures of wat i did in my lab..for pple who dun really know chem, juz take a look bahz..
this was the set up for mono..
this was streak TLC..was trying sth out to see workable or not..it's smaller version on normal TLC..well, NOT TENDER LOVING CARE ok..pengz
this was the smaller version of clinter, using dropper adding some glass wool & celite..looks cute..haha..but then my stuffs still died on silica gel(TLC)..heck! wahaha

then after tt , fenny, uncle ben & i went for ESI..i was so bored tt i took some pics as well..wahaha..this was the machine we used..gave us a lot of problems for this week..fenny usually haf problem with this machine..coz it can only reach lowest temp@50C although boss said can reach room tempt..but then fenny always kenna the "off vacuum" prob..but i used ok lehz..haha..then i teased her tt machine dun like act cute pple..it loves pple who are natural..wahaha..

the desk we prepared our samples..

sianz..it rained @3plus..i need to run at 5 coz got tut at 7..but then my mono nt done yet..but i decided to heck coz the yield dun look like can be increased..maybe my dropping rate was too fast..so i packed up & met fang..adrian was ard..we were talking abt running & speed training..he said run 1km for 4 mins then walk 1km then continue..it sounds interesting.i feel maybe we can try if we r hard of time to run..but we can take more time to run lahz..wahaha..feeling gianz..heez..

the rain made us feel sianz..coz fang dun wan to get ill..i wan to run lehz..ha..but luckily by the time we ran was 6plus..drizzling only..so we ran from my hostel-PGP-business-arts-back to hostel..we took like 1/2 hr plus..i feel was quite fast lahz..but i need to bathe fast to go for tut..haha..so rush lohz..i rushed there but to find hwee even later than me..diaoz..felt happy to run today..if nt, no time to run le..then next week cny..how to run..

night going to Essential Brewks with aikido pple to celebrate tongcai bdae..

hooray! tmr going home to go get new yr goods with my mum at chong pang..i love the old chong pang when i was young..coz it's always crowded with pple..got atmosphere & i can get my fav choc, rocher..heez..it used to be a expensive stuff to us when we were young but then we can buy them on our own..haha..i still rem in the past when the store opened till late fo us to get our goods..now i felt tt the atmosphere had lessen..but i still love to go there before cny..CNY COMING!so happy!

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